I’m not sure why my 2 previous posts were deleted explaining my life story..
after days of endless sleep research and planning .. it is just a matter of time and when before I end it.if all goes well… I end peacefully I’m at a stage where I feel so numb and I just don’t care about anything or anyone. I don’t know how to explain this feeling of emptiness. I really don’t care for my existence anymore. On one hand I feel sorry for what I will put my parents and my brother through… But it’s not like they care much anyway .. I have no friends either so no one to hurt there…
She was the only one for me and no other could replace her .. I hope she will always remember me. And I shall try my best to watch over
counting down the days now
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Damn thats how I felt about myself too over a girl that I didnt think can be replaced
That empty feeling will eventually subside.. I hope you give yourself time. And ask ppl for help here
King… You really seem hell bent on ending it right away. You know, tiredthoughts is right, the feelings of emptiness do subside with time. I feel just as empty right now. I spent the entire afternoon slashing at my thighs. (not a great coping mechanism, but it’s all I have right now). I want to die even now. But I know I’m not really thinking straight. I don’t want it to be so impulsive. Give yourself some time. We can even help each other through these dark days.