There are a lot of changes that might happen soon. I have to make some serious decisions and it makes me sick just thinking about it. I feel so hopeless right now. I feel alone. I feel kind of empty. It’s like I’m not worth anything. That’s all I keep thinking about. I just want to die. Everything would be better if I were dead.
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I just now read your posts from last July and August. You were getting some therapy then and that was helping. What is different now? Maybe you can share some details about the serious decisions that are making you feel so sick and hopeless right now.
How are you doing? Any better today?