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by lostandconfused17

I’m a college junior now….whoopee. I am failing out of school, crazy amount of money in debt, without a job, and have moved back in with my mother.

I’m failing because of my depression. I couldn’t get out of bed for almost a month and there’s no recovery from that. But after that month I was still so lethargic that I didn’t go to classes, because why the fuck should I?

That same attitude led me to getting fired from my last 3 jobs. I hate myself for setting myself for failure, but FUCK IT. I’m already failing everything

The only positive is that I’ve been a better friend than ever to the 3 people who don’t want to see me dead. I’m considering dropping out of school, but I don’t know what I’d do if I did that. I want to finish school, but fuck me if thats actually gonna happen at this point.

I’m screwed either way. Any advice?

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Mf 1/7/2016 - 11:25 pm

Stick to school, or change your studies to some that actually motivate you (or at least sort of do). Sure, it might seem like a chore now, but they might be useful later. Why the fuck should you? because you might need them eventually, that’s why (imho).

PhantomCitizen43 1/7/2016 - 11:57 pm

OK the best advice is TRY to stay in school and buckle down and get your work done long enough to get a Degree because that will come in very handy for the rest of your life.
But if you dont think that you can do that… then drop out and go to work full time.

bah 1/8/2016 - 2:42 am

Yeah, I agree with the others. As much as you think it sucks now, it’ll suck even more if you drop out, then later have to go back and finish. The older you get, the less you can sit still and pay attention. Ok, that’s me, but a lot of people I know are like this too. Your attention span and your want to actually do hw just tanks with each passing year. So try to get a degree. Major in something easy or less boring.

tiredthoughts 1/9/2016 - 5:21 am

There is still a forever amount of time in this life, to turn things around. Work harder on yourself and for yourself, try to focus and stay focused and in alittle bit of time you will see progress. And maybe, feel alittle bit better. Maybe not but keep working on it! FOR YOU.

tiredthoughts 1/9/2016 - 5:24 am

I’m at 35, no job, live with parents, bored alot whenever and everytime I stop doing things for myself be it working on a better career or even job that is, or even giving myself alitte reading time or videogame or tv time.. However, I don’t mind stoppong to eat. For me, thats acceptable.

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