I’m a college junior now….whoopee. I am failing out of school, crazy amount of money in debt, without a job, and have moved back in with my mother.
I’m failing because of my depression. I couldn’t get out of bed for almost a month and there’s no recovery from that. But after that month I was still so lethargic that I didn’t go to classes, because why the fuck should I?
That same attitude led me to getting fired from my last 3 jobs. I hate myself for setting myself for failure, but FUCK IT. I’m already failing everything
The only positive is that I’ve been a better friend than ever to the 3 people who don’t want to see me dead. I’m considering dropping out of school, but I don’t know what I’d do if I did that. I want to finish school, but fuck me if thats actually gonna happen at this point.
I’m screwed either way. Any advice?