I have been trying to push through but some days it gets too hard. I am not who I wish I were and I cannot have the impact that I wish I could have. I feel like I am useless and can’t help anyone. I feel like I’m stupid to try. Feel like I can’t help myself. Feel like there is no point living. feel like things are always tumbling but that sometimes i close my eyes and I can’t tell that they are. It feels like every time i open my eyes things are still melting away but I try to hide these feelings anyway.
I come undone. I come undone. I’m undone. I’m done.
I need to figure this all out. I need to push through. i need to not cry. I won’t do it. none of this is real . depression tricks me to be miserable all of the time but life is misery. It’s misery.
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That’s just part of life, everybody face the same and goes through the situations you are in, take your time, relax and then bounce back with full capacity. If others can do it, you can do it. Just have perseverance.
Talk with me im on the same depression
It must seem hard when you feel so low, but as you say, you need to keep pushing to get through, we all do.
I will never understand why people are forced to suffer so much. Nobody deserves such punishment. I hope you find your way out of this torture.
Made it through the weekend so not doing terrible. At work today and trying to focus but not completely successful.