Hello SP –
Looking for your help with a small project.
I need to know about any confirmed departed fellow members you can share.
I am putting together a tribute video (or trying to at this point) and would greatly appreciate your kind assistance.
Their member name is enough. I’ll search the site for their posts and quote highlights from their words.
Thank You!
HERE4UOK
31 comments
Wonderful idea! But I think these moderators went to sleep or something..they are truly dead. ARE YOU BEING DEAD OR FUNNY MODERATORESSSS?
I have no proof of any but:
-Butterflybae is gone, although i have no proof. was an obituary for her but i don’t know what happened to it
-LovingLife i believe hes gone
–
I remember reading about butterflybae. I also saw the obituary page and then noticed it was taken down. A new member put up a tribute page for her but made the tribute page private, I’m not sure what’s the point of making a private tribute? Certain things didn’t add up, or maybe it’s just my optimism hoping that she’s still alive and just needed to take a break by faking her death. I might do that myself actually.
^ Another stupid comment I made without thinking. I seem to be full of shit this morning. Anyways, I didn’t mean to accuse anyone of faking anyone’s death. I just meant to say virtual suicide is better than real suicide. Or at least less final.
twix the rainbox, I believe
Not confirmed
If you can get in touch with some of the long time members (just to name a few: 5 seconds of stendarr, Procel, killswitchon, clevername… if they are still around) I bet they have witnessed a lot. Also you can search this site using google because the site search feature sucks. Go to google and search “site:suicideproject.org confirmed suicides” without the quotes and you’ll find a few threads. I think what you’re doing is amazing. Thank you so much.
That’s a good tip, Shortcut; thanks!
Its sad that so many people have to go this way.
and there are countless others we may never know about. I mean how many people come on here and talk for a few weeks and then dissapear and we have no idea if they just got bored with the site, or if they got better and moved on or if they ended it.
in some cases its hard to say.
All I can say is I hope more people get help and live.
Completely agree with you.
the problem is thats its impossible to be confirm a death, considering the anonymity of this place, Ive lost track of the users ive seen come ago, some leave with no goodbye, others leave a goodbye note but some of those contact another member in a few months saying they failed and were held in hospital, lord knows ive had countless emails like that myself. and some just dont go through with it. alot of old timers from when i was around dissapeared but i know most are alive. That being said i do believe a user going by the title of Lon3spartan (or something similar to that) was confirmed by another member. Also i believe a user going by the name of DreamBoat may be dead, i cant confirm that but I know for a fact he ordered ******** because i ordered from the same place and it was around the time of delivery that he fell silent, he has not replied to email and i believe him to have died but i cannot be certain. Ill send an email to all old timers i know and see do they have any confirmed people they know of.
I didnt realise that this place started censoring the name of certain drugs, thats strange. he ordered Nemb**al
Yeah, probably better that way. Remember, “No Methods” ?
yeah, i always found that an annoying rule when i was an angry method seeker, but i understand it now, still, first time i saw it censored, makes me feel old lol
Thank you so much for the comments! You have all given me an even stronger motivation to go through with this little tribute project.
I hope to have a draft run out soon. Although, just like Procel, Shortcut, NIIL, and basically all of you have said, it will be difficult to find confirmed partings, so this may take me longer than I thought.
And btw, feel free to reach me at:
suesyd dot nomore at g mail dot com
THANKS AGAIN!
Hello –
Just a quick update on where I’m at so far with this project.
At the moment, I have the following:
Kallie_Jayde
Lonely Platypus
Letmesleep (Apr 2014)
Orphaner Coolscar
Becky Weir
Matthew Warren
Kira (Dec 2012)
Mike77 (Nov 2012)
Quad-Dingle (2012)
David455 (May 2014)
Gonegirl49 (Dec 2015)
Butterflybae
Dreamboat
Lon3spartan
LovingLife
Twix The Rainbow (Feb 2016)
If you would like to add others to the list in private, email me at:
suesyd . nomore (at) g mail . com
Thank You!
…Or if I need to remove any of these from the list, I should have added, contact me please.
Twix has not been confirmed.
I don’t think Lonely Platypus died? Orphaner Coolscar was a fake. Matthew Warren is the name of another username you have there, I believe (confirmed death).
Lovinglife… I don’t think they were confirmed and I believe they had multiple accounts here.
There was someone else named Noom who committed in 2014, I think.
In order not to bring undue attention to this site, perhaps you should refrain from mentioning the real life names of any of these users. Their families may not have known they were on this site, and it could provoke some kind of police investigation if they found out, so… Best to keep their usernames anonymous.
Agree because suicide project posts and comments are indexed by Google etc and will show up in search results, maybe they will search their name and find it here…
nepheliad and NIiL, I agree. That was a miss on my part.
Someone mentioned talking to platypus just a few days ago, can’t remember who, but i’m pretty sure i read that.
LP is still around last time I heard… Just took a hiatus getting help
I cant confirm his death (LovingLife). He had another account here too. I used to email him, last time he emailed me he said he was going to try a method, and that’s the last I heard from him. that email address doesn’t exist anymore. I cant find anything about an obituary or anything in the news… was Finnish.
my comments end up under the wrong comment
I don’t think lonely platypus is dead
Ok, I guess I’ll need your help clarifying these if at all possible:
– Lonely Platypus: Still among us 🙂
– Orphaner Coolscar: Fake?
– LovingLife: Still among us?
– Twix The Rainbow? I got an email confirmation from a member…
NOTES
1. Nothing makes me happier than removing users from the list because they are still with us! But it’s also unfortunate realizing that a complete list would be many times longer. Stay strong, keep up the battle! ?
2. To the few of you who emailed me, thank you for the information, but I have to ask you to refrain from calling somebody’s exit ‘Confirmed’ unless you know for a fact or it has been confirmed by at least one other member. Sounds fair enough?
So based on your feedback, the updated list looks like this:
Kallie_Jayde
Letmesleep (Apr 2014)
BecW
Kira (Dec 2012)
Mike77 (Nov 2012)
Quad-Dingle (2012)
David455 (May 2014)
Gonegirl49 (Dec 2015)
Butterflybae
Dreamboat
Lon3spartan
Noom (2014)
If you would like to add others to the list or have a correction to discuss in private, email me at:
suesyd . nomore (at) g mail . com
Thank You!
Yes. In 2013 endofanera died by jumping off a bridge.
Yeah. And this was confirmed with an obituary if you do some research…. 🙁
Yes- I was very caught up in reading everything about her that I could. I even found her on youtube.