We deserve the right to die with dignity. No adult should feel forced to live against his or her will. If a grownup really wants to die, there should be nothing denying him that right. I don’t want to risk surviving a fatal suicide attempt. I just want to die and be free from Earth. I’m tired of playing in the sandbox. I’m tired of the competition, mysteries, and hopelessness and I deserve a painless, easy death. We’re all going to die anyway and possibly lose everything, so why does killing oneself have to be so hard. I’ve thought long and hard about this and understand the effects of suicide. I’m as prepared as I can be for death, but there’s still the uncertainty that I’ll fail or be in awful pain before I die. It’s not fair.
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Greetings Ryder. You are SO right! Isn’t human society fucked up! When you have and old and sick dog or cat, it’s perfectly acceptable to end their suffering. In fact, it’s our responsibility as pet owners. Yet we’re not allowed to end the suffering of our human friends and relatives. Does that mean we love our pets more?
Yeah, our human society is messed up. Religion and governments do nothing for the benefit of the people; they were invented so that the few can control the many through a manipulation of fear and greed. It’s all bogus bullshit. But we’re here. We didn’t ask to be here. We didn’t want to be born. We had no control or say in THAT matter. Our parents fucked and here we are. They fucked and we are fucked because they fucked. Thanks a lot mom and dad!
And yeah, I know what you mean about checking out the easy and painless way. I’ve thought about that for decades. I think the rules of this site prohibit discussing suicide methods, so I guess I’m not allowed to offer any suggestions. However, I already have two sure fire methods in mine when the day eventually comes. And I know it will… some day.
Until that day comes, I’m here for you. We’re in this together.
Your new friend,
Jack
Hi Jack. This is about 57 days late but oh well, someone might stumble upon this one day (if you’re that someone, hi) when I’m gone and may like to read what I have to say. You see culture is the true culprit. CULT-ure is nothing but traditions, beliefs, and opinions, something we as children have no liberty to choose but get forced down our throats. The reason there’s no worldwide euthanasia for humans is because the majority of people still fear death, a natural event for any living body. There’s fear because it’s universally unknown why we have our specific lives and bodies; we don’t know if our consciousness, self, and identity will continue to exist when the specific body we move about and sustain each day dies. Death could mean the complete end of our existence, the loss of every single memory, skill, relationship we have, or it could be the gateway to another experience in some other form of reality. One thing I am certain of is that if we came into existence once, we can almost certainly come into existence again. I don’t know when, where, or how, but it’s simply logical to assume that there is a good possibility.
And like I said, no adult should feel pressured to live against his or her will. Life is, in some way, similar to Six Flags the amusement park. People live continuously satisfying needs and desires, getting high, getting low periodically until one day they unexpectedly and/or tragically die. It’s like this is some big game. With no objective, purpose, or slightest importance. I don’t know about you, but I refuse to suffer any more pressure, agony, and tireless demands from society. It would be all right if society didn’t revolve around money (or paper) and weren’t so competitive, but my mind tells me that I simply don’t belong here.
You need to know that you have complete command over your life. No one has the right to your life but you, and no one can judge you if you decide you want to leave. I know I intend to do what I believe is best for me.
For what it’s worth, I’m here for you too, but if I don’t post on here in say a week, month or maybe a year’s time after next week I probably hung myself. Right now, I feel all done with life.
Not that it matters..
Your friend,
Alonzo
I think we focus to much on the failing and that our survival instincts will stop it from happening, and it is all true that this is all possibilities. But at the same time a human body is only a very fragile thing and can brake very easily, the thing is everyone wants painless and maybe it takes something a bit more then painless to brake us… Unless we had easy access to euthanasia m3thods, but unfairly like you say, in our life time we never will have that option.
What is wrong with putting our arms out and just falling? Letting go and just falling through the abyss just to see if we may fall through to the other side?
I figure it’ll take a war to get euthanasia legal, accepted, and widely practiced for people who are of age. But it’s up to society to make it easier on us. Who knows…Maybe we’ll have it in 2098 or something.
I find it curious folks make people live. So many people in this world begging to live. Begging for food, love, a roof over their heads. Who is helping them live? One person wants to end their suffering and the entire medical community jumps to attention. Why? What do they hope to solve by making people live? The most compassionate thing I could possibly do for someone is sit quietly and without prejudice, judgement or opinion. Sit next to them and listen to them hash out if they want to live, and if they don’t, what their plans are. Not panic, but listen and allow the person to make the decision to live, I can’t make anyone live and I don’t want anyone to live just because of me. Living has to come from within, deep inside. All else is pointless.
For sure I agree, I really wish we had it :-s it would certainly make my life easier. all week I have been just searching gas suppliers, making phone calls, thinking up reasons and excuses for why I need to purchase etc etc waiting for an email to confirmed they can supply and even then its £130 with all the charges etc… everything just seems impossible to get hold of or very expensive.
Even in the countries where it is acceptable and legal a lot of physicians don’t even give the option of it cause they will find a million other things to try first possibly cause of their own beliefs or feeling towards it. So even when it becomes lawful, it’ll still take years for simpletons to accept it and get their heads round it :-/
@ant: the will to live, or make others live, is really strong in most people. I sincerely doubt it will ever be mainstream acceptable anywhere.
I advise you research methodically. This is the most important decision you will ever make. I know that if I look someone I love in the eye and can say goodbye I will be ready. Until that point in my life I wake up daily and decide it is a good day to live.
You maybe right, It may never be something that is made legal. but suicide is and it isn’t an inappropriate decision. but for sure like you said it is a big decision, I don’t think it would be something many decide lightly, well I’d hope not.
only just realised cause of your reply HDS… *breaks* sure that’s what I typed lol it changes my words >:-(
HDS do you mean like jumping/falling from a height?
No I mean giving in. Not giving up. Putting my hands out and falling emotionally down the hole. Rock bottom give me one option. Up.
It would be lovely if when a person is at rock bottom their only way was up, but it’s not always so :-/ we can just stay there to or even hit a new low.