Well after calling and waiting for a call back and calling and waiting for a call back and so on and so forth since fucking December, I tried calling the admissions office again today and still nobody picked up. Albeit I called around lunch but when else am I supposed to call? I rarely have any fucking time. Of course I tell my father about this and all he has to say is “I don’t think they want to talk to you anymore. You kinda let that ship sail.” when they haven’t TALKED to me ONCE since I got the application, and I haven’t heard word fucking one from them at all either, so I
haven’t let anything sail!
I’m just so sick of trying time after time only to be shot down. Its just how life goes for me it seems. Tantalization in its purest form. In the end I will have lived a pointless shitty life where I got nowhere, had no career, and no family. It sounds like a melodramatic cliche but it seems like my path to just… die sad and alone.