I finally joined after a few days of reading what people have written, which isn’t much different from what I want to say. I have had thoughts of suicide, I’ve actually been very close to committing suicide, I stopped myself from that one time, I held a knife that was digging into my neck. The only reason why i stopped was because of the effects on my family. I think of suicide everyday now, it’s becoming worse. Now i cut my wrists. I sit in my room alone and I cut myself, every cut I would make I would have tears in my eyes, and a smile on my face. I find it funny, every time I make a cut, I don’t know why I just do.
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I’m sad to hear of it, man, but welcome to the forum. I hope you can find some relief here. Or at least not feel so alone.
brxken._.lxcks, stop cutting that doesn’t help, it fucks up your appearance, what’s with this slow death stuff anyway? work on the root cause of your unhappiness and cut it out! not yourself.
Welcome to the forum. Lots of friendly people are here many who have been through the same types of things.
Welcome! This is a really safe place to share anything, so feel free to email me if you ever need any one-on-one support from someone who knows a lot and won’t tell a soul. My email is isabelthebadass@outlook.com