I failed, I had one job to houner my parents.
I was harassed and molested growing up, Its a good thing Im bi so the scar isn’t as bad as it could be.
Mental health buracacy and CPS left me for dead, I think it was because of my family’s income bracket and long military background.
I could use a hug.
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Hello. Sorry that you feel this way. Here is a hug through the internet. *Hug*
Its the thought that counts
* bear hug*
I read your last post about feeling like your filled with black greese and it sounds like you could use a hug too *hug* lately I feel like I’m filled with lightning.
I’m sooooo bi polar I had like 7 swings today
joining this group has and is helping me get back on track people here know what its like to be broken
It could be the acid trance I’ve been listening to lately
Haha thanks I glad you feel a connection with others I hope you feel better .
Long term Isolation can make anyone lose the ability to connect to others
I am an aspie too.. I also grew up severly bulled, abused and beaten by my dad and molested many times.
I developed many disorders including depression, selective mustim and lately i found out i have AS. I dont usually comment here nor anywhere.. I dunno why it seem my mute personality even affected me on my texting and typing ability.. Yet i know how it feels like to be absolutely broken and i know it means so much to hear a good word. You are not alone.. And even though i have high tactile defensiveness to slightest touch by anyone id still give u a bone crushing hug! Watch it here it comes!!
“Hug”
@reverie. Hi i dont thinked we ever talked but what is selective mustism?
thank you soooo much Reverie for sharing.
I was beginning to think I was just a one of a kind miserable failer.
Once again a anon made my day
@kupo its the inability to speak in certain situations even if you want to speak. Its not you dont want to speak, its you “cant” speak.
@aspie am glad to hear that.