Why are you’s trying to hurt me ?
Make me bleed , make me crazy.
Why make me feel useless ,worthless make me grovel?
Why hold me down and destroy me take my life away , break me ?
Just let me go stop hurting me please I can’t take it anymore .
Anything I had ,you belittled made it crap, shitty, garbage.
I trusted you all stop hurting me.
Why make feel so wothless?
Why do you’s want me this way?
What do you get a crushed hopeless girl?
I was chiped and cracked before. why did you let them shatter and throw away the pieces.
You lied all you’s lied why?
Why are you’s giving me the reasons not to live .
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I’m sorry. I hope you stop hurting soon. You do have reasons to live. I also hope that you realize them.
I just don’t know how to anymore
Time. I hate saying that because it sounds overused. For me, it’s often been true. I realize that I didn’t deserve what happened and I go forward one day at a time.
Funny every body tells me I’m crazy for taking it day by day.
There’s nothing wrong with taking it day by day. Start small and go from there. There’s no need to make things more complicated than they need to be. One day at a time.
Do what’s best for you…
If I do things for me I am pushed deeper into this that what got me here. I tried to stick up for myslef and be happy and I ruined everthing for everyone
You have a right to stick up for yourself. You’re not a doormat. If there’s been some problems, it doesn’t take away your right to be respected.
Work on getting to a point in which others’ influence can’t / doesn’t have a powerful effect… but do it slowly. Make a plan and work toward it. At the point you become self-sufficient, you’ll be able to navigate without having to worry about people with ill intent causing problems.
There taking me to places to fail . so I can deppend on them I know I can be perfectly fine with some downs . but the drag me down to lowest i have ever been . and they dont even know .
Empower yourself, over time, so you can stand on your own. Having some downs in life is one thing… Being pulled down is another.
If they don’t know, then the question is: Woukd they do this if they knew? People who care about you will care about you… and look out for you.
They would send me home and let the family handel me . that how it works of the ***** is no good get rid of and on too the next . its how my fucked up world is. Llittle do they know if I am kicked out again or taken out or if I just leave . I will not see the next day.
It might be a good idea to slowly but steadily work on becoming self-sufficient. No; I don’t want anybody to mistreat you. Never. However, bad things happen in life. If something happened, it would help you to be prepared. There is no reason that you shouldn’t see the next day, the next week, the next year. Hopefully, nothing happens. If it does, you deserve to live just like everybody else deserves to live.
I am self-sufficient but were Im at is not the place to make a way to get away from them If
Where would you need to be in case something happened?
Home. I would be at home thats all I ever wanted was to stay home and start my life not live in tahoe hopeing to die it changed so quickly
Home. I would be at home thats all I ever wanted was to stay home and start my life not live in tahoe hopeing to die it changed so quickly
Perhaps you have some thinking to do as to what you want, need, and deserve. You absolutely deserve to be happy. If Tahoe isn’t working, you should be able to say that. Nobody should be miserable regardless of what others say or expect.
If things have changed quickly, they should be able to unchange. Maybe not as quickly but it seems to soon to be permanent yet. If people don’t understand or won’t listen, it doesn’t change that you need to do what’s best for you.
He dosent want leave he wants to stay with his family as im silently dieing. .he wont go home .because there playing games with my life my parents my in laws my husband .
If you had to, could you leave on your own? Woukd you have a place to go?
I’m NOT suggesting that you risk your marriage. Perhaps drawing a line would send a message that he can follow and make you happy… or you could receive a message back that he’s not putting you, his wife, first. Marriage isn’t supposed to be an exercise in non-stop misery. Difficult times? Sure. That’s life. Forever hell? No.
I would libe with my parents they would try to get me divorced . and remarried im not inreasted in that .
I understand. I don’t want to see you divorced. I wish there was a middle ground between divorce and being constantly unhappy.
Kupo you have me I’m a reason to live, live for the bunny :3
Thanks sui ..im just not ok
You is mah bffl I needs 2 help you *rains cookies*
I wish I could take all teh pain away 🙁 *hugs*
Thanks grabs one * nibble,nibble*
There is too much in my head and its being fed by those I live with . I just dont understand why do they want me this way. My husband knows I cut so what dose he do. Buys two Sharp knifes…why?
No knives, please.
Kupo just keep swimming Mkay chu can do it *grabs shia lebeouf* tell her shia *shia rolls eyes* TELL HER…. I’ll give you a cookie if you do :3 *Shia: JUST DO IT* YAY!!! *hands shia cookie*
Bruh I’m tempted to use one of those knifes of him…
Thanks sui that made me chuckel
On him* and by that I mean yo husband what a dbag…
He not that bad just really stupid and hot headed and has alfa male complex .
Tbh sounds like he needs a slap with that weapon from saints row 3
sui how About it . need that when ignored me the 10th time today.
Do I need to get some stuff to throw at him again because I’ll do it idgaf no one makes mah bffl feel dis way
Or ignore mah bffl for dat matter
Throw stuff at the whole family
Excepting my brother in law he is a innocent bystander
Lol this person, that person, her especially… Nah not him he’s innocent XD *grabs saints row 3 weapon and food… hands you weapon* lets do this
I gawt teh food let’s fuck some shit up XD I gawt dragon fruit and kiwiano
hi Kupo i’m sorry your hurting…
I just wanna go home I miss my bears my mr bear and my moogle kupo. I want them I wanna be so bad I wanna stop crying
Im gonna take something to calm me down because if some one sees me like this im fucked .
Wait whut? 0.0
I steel med sui
Yeah so do I did idek anymore
I cant even cry when I want
I understand da feeling
*hugs*
*Hugs*
Squishy I think Kupo needs a bear hug :3
Kupo is you Mkay?
The meds calmed me down but have to go pretend im happy and ok when im not really no ok
Why pretend you’re happy? Go find someone you trust. Tell them everything that’s going on, and be real with them. Talk to them. It really helps, sometimes it makes you actually happy,you don’t have to pretend all the time anymore….
Sorry if this makes no sense…
🙁 I wants to halp if I was with you IRL I would halp you has fun :3 and see that chu is really mkay
Kid in the dark. I have no one
Sui if you were here in real life I woulnt be so Sad
My bro in law is so cool he will let me drive his mustang I love him .
*cough* me *cough* maybe not IRL but either way when you see a bunny you better think oh there’s sui… and no not the bunnies on the side of the road…
Bruh mustangs r cool AF