Why can’t my life be as beautiful as the ones I ruined once we’re? I walk alone and there is nothing I can do about it. Yes, I’ve tried and there are no options. I’m still as indecisive and fed up as I was 4 days ago. 4 days ago, I don’t even know what I miss out on. If I had what I want, “BANG!!!” is the last thing I would hear. But one thing I can’t figure out is why I have to bear the very pain and agony I have suffered. Why I have to watch everyone be happy as possible and I’m still sinking. Why I can’t just escape this hell I created. Why everyone and everything I loved had to go. Why? Why? WHY ME?! I have no idea. My sentence began before I even committed the crime. If anyone reads this, just know I would give my life that one day I seem to always mention in these posts. I can’t stop thinking about it. About her.
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Bro I think a girl did this to us all but knowin im not the only one helps me so I wanna say thanks … but I got yu nd yu got me… nd we both got dumped… right or nus me…?
I have the same questions but still no answers. A huge why is in my head and it’s so heavy i can’t handle it. Sometimes i cry, sometimes i have no breath. I wish i could go back 10-15 years and do over so many things. Be well Advisor. Hope for the best.
The Advisor, i’m not trying to be smart, but i’ve fucked up so many times in my life, but always new why after i did it, don’t you know why?
I know why I did what I did but it isn’t something I should be suffering for years for.