If I could go back for a day, I would change everything. My life is a story full of secrets and lies. My life is a huge lie. When people ask me what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired and they fall for it every time. What the hell, people? I want to vent, but I don’t trust anybody and the last time I said anything, they walked away. They walked away because I lied. I want to go back and fix it, but I can’t because I’m not worth it. Why do I have to endure all the pain and stress of this mess? I may be guilty, but I don’t deserve this. No one does. I quit it all. If I had the chance, I would take it, I just don’t know what I would say or do and if anyone reads this, which I doubt anyone will, just know, I would still give my life to see the one person that saved my life once already just one more time before I die. Is that really too much to ask?
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I read this. Nothing is much to ask. Hope you get what you want for one last time.
Hey advisor… I read it. And felt it.
Would be really nice hey. I often wonder if I went back, would I still do certain drugs for the first time. Id like to think no because ive done that to death and know too well whats in store.
But then again, might be different this time. I could just try it the one time. Typical addict.
Good luck with ur what if… its a good one.