I feel so alone, as if I am not good enough.
Today I almost suffocated from my own self-hate. Sigh, not literally, metaphorically. There were so many people in the bathroom all of a sudden and I could not cry, I had to hold it in for approximately ten minutes while they fussed over their picture.
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Crying is a good release. Gotta let it out sometimes and it’s better than many other alternatives. Why do you hate yourself so much?
I honestly have no idea why I hate myself. It’s as if I am ridiculing myself, but I am not really me. sigh, it probably won’t make sense in words, but feeling it is so different.
It’s funny the outlets which makes us feel better. Mine is music, but to be more specific: Queen. Yes, the music they produced helps me retain a sense of bliss. A reminder that our world is not all gloom and doom. Nevertheless, you should try to find what makes you happy. It’s incredible of how melancholic we can get, but also of how happy and great we can feel. Hang in there, my friend.