Hi!
I just wanna share about my last good day. This is kinda stupid to think but it was all i have been thinking about since it happened.
It was last Saturday. The last time i have talked to the man of my dreams. I don’t know why i still love him when i have never even seen him, not even once. But maybe because he’s the one who made me forget how broken i was. Like he made me think about the future, like in a good way. Because of him, i had felt better. Because of him, I once saw the brighter side of the world. He made me believe that I could be the person I thought i could never be. He was my reason. He was my hope. And now? He’s gone 🙁 I don’t even know why i’m still alive. What’s the point okay? What’s the point of living when I don’t have that person anymore who had given me hope. I don’t know what’s my purpose anymore. I don’t know what’s the reason. When he’s just gone now. The person who makes my day good. The only person who gives me hope.
They say that things happened for a reason. Did it happened for a reason? If so , I just hope the reason was for good.
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Sry you’re feelin this way. Can I ask what you mean by “he’s gone”?
He just left me 🙁
I guess before he was gone, you had your purpose, reason, and hope. The glass was half full. But a person can’t be your purpose or reason. People are fickle; got to find another reason.
This just shows why you can’t live for someone else. You can’t make yourself that dependent on another person to give you meaning and happiness. I hope you can find a new reason.