i’ve been seeing a psychiatrist or whatever and she prescribed me some med called seroprin-24. it works well, but i don’t want to depend on it. i didn’t take em at all yesterday and i feel down as fuck.
gosh, i just wanna disappear. or, how i wish i could freeze time for as long as i want and resume living when i feel ready. mental exhaustion is the worst kind of tiredness. i wish being constantly high had no consequences, i would never be sober. not to sound like i’m addicted (because i really am not) but i love drugs especially psychedelics and i can’t wait to try even more. i guess, it’s one of the reasons why i’m still alive.
also, i’d like to thank everyone on here for being so kind to one another. i wish u all the best. i truly am glad to have found this community
sorry for my random babbling. i guess, i just want someone to talk to but i don’t like bothering anyone.
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Hi MintCigs:
Never tried psychedelics: I was too afraid of the demons I’d meet and that I’d never find my way back. What’s it like? How long is the trip? (Does anyone even call it a “Trip” anymore?)
Your honesty is admirable. Babble any time!
well, it really depends on which psychedelics you plan to use and why you want to take them. the only psychedelics i’ve tried so far are lsd, 4acodmt (basically shrooms but in pills/powder) and mdma (? not sure if M is considered psychedelics since u dont really get visuals. except for maybe colors get a bit more vibrant).
set and setting is truly important. i guess, i call them trips. for me, it makes me feel alive. feelings and emotions i never thought i’d ever feel, things i never thought i would be able to ever see. its like you unlock a new reality within this physical reality that we live in.
sometimes i wonder if we really are sober when we arent in an altered state of mind. sorry if you don’t believe in these kind of things but i believe that your third eye is stimulated when you’re on psychedelics. maybe that’s why psychedelics (specifically) is still illegal because idk the government or whatever higher power that wants to control our way of thinking doesn’t want us to find out the truth but of course, humans are crazy and curious beings, we’ll always find a way to find out things. c:
as for trips, i cant really tell you much how its like because its all just so subjective. you create your trip. everything really just depends on you. i know this is easier said than done, but don’t be afraid. be with people you trust and a place you’re comfortable and familiar with if you’re gonna do psychedelics.
psychedelics is such an interesting type of drugs. it really makes you think but it’s also enjoyable. life is just weird.
oh, i forgot to answer.
lsd was 12 hours for me but it depends on the dose you take and the level of your high is in constant waves so it wont always feel the same. its easier to act normal than i thought (if you have to do that)
4acodmt lasted about 5-6 hours for me. mdma only lasts 2 hours which sucks because i feel carefree, unafraid to be honest and euphoric as fuck when i’m on m. lmao
Psychotropics are great! Yes, they are stilled called “trips”, although some of the younger kids call them “trombone solos”.
There is great interest in dosing the severely depressed and PTSD sufferers. I hope some of the research is complete before Trumpy disbands the NIH.
pbs.org/newshour/amp/updates/using-ecstasy-treat-ptsd-felt-like-soul-snapped-back-place
yes! i’ve heard that lsd and mdma can help ptsd sufferers. and what is that that trump wants to disband?
i’m not from the US so i dont really know much about trump’s policies except for the unnecessary muslim ban.
AND HAHAHA ive never heard of trombone solos. that made me laugh tho
National Institutes of Health. Don’t actually know if Trumpo wants to disband, but wouldn’t be surprised.
Yeah, didn’t know about trombone solos either.
Interesting article. It would be so great. I cannot imagine living in that kind of PTSD hell on a daily basis with no real help.
I’m not trying to push prescription medications or street drugs (not at all) but I often see people in your situation (on forums) and the reality of it doesn’t get much attention. You said you didn’t want to be dependent on taking that medication every day, but you wished you could get high every day. Your comment made me think about how while there is definitely a difference between drugs, really the only difference between the category of prescription medications and the category of street drugs is that one is legally approved and the other isn’t. They both (depending on which one you’re taking/using) can be extremely addictive, have terrible life destroying side effects, and/or can cause you to build up a tolerance. They both can have many beneficial effects for a multitude of conditions, improve quality of life, and for some people can work long-term. So I guess my question is, which one actually HELPS you more? And what is the ratio of risk to reward?
yeah, i understand your point of view. i was kind of contradicting myself but the feeling i get from “street drugs” is way different from prescription drugs.
the thing is, i don’t fuck with dangerous and highly addictive drugs like cocaine, heroine etc, shit like that. a lot of people are misinformed as fuck about drugs because we’ve been brainwashed to think that ALL drugs are bad (except for the ones you find in drug stores lmao. but those can be even worse). like marijuana, for example. its still looked down upon even though lots of research have proved its medicinal benefits. lsd is safe as fuck (if its legit, ofcourse). it’s almost impossible to be addicted to it because you build up a tolerance fast if you take it too often.
to answer your questions, the med ive been prescribed to helps me enhance my mood but ive noticed how it affects me when i don’t take it. and it sucks.
psychedelics (particular drug im interested in) helps me with my spirituality, it also expands my knowledge and experience. i also get really creative, so it helps with that too. i also smoke weed but i try not to do it too often because it builds up my tolerance and sometimes, getting high off of weed is all i wanna do (because its cheaper and easier to find where i live. lmao) so i try not to smoke too much weed.
i try to be as responsible as i can when it comes to drugs. but i really do wish i could be high all the time, but i’m aware that if i do that i’d have to face major consequences. the only risk i really have is getting caught by my parents since i still live with them. they’re filipinos so they’re kind of close minded when it comes to drugs. especially with the current president in the philippines being anti drugs asf lmao but anyway that’s irrelevant.
i’m not out here trying to ruin my life and mind (even tho my mind is already quite fucked up, lmfao) but drugs like psychedelics kind of give me more will to live. trips can be beautiful and that is worth living for at times.
i also want to mention that mdma could be used to treat people with ptsd, and i can see why. you dont really feel bad about talking about things that normally would when you’re on m, its quite relieving actually. mdma is much more than just a party drug. it can be therapeutic.
Sounds like you’re approaching this in an intelligent way. I see now what you mean by the difference between the effects of the psychedelics and the seroprin.
Thanks for the details. I’m not interested in taking them, my interest is academic.
As for trust? I don’t trust my own mind to take them, nor do I trust anyone to take them with!
whatever you’re comfortable with, my friend. and you’re welcome.
good luck with your academics ^^
Ha ha!
Sometimes it seems the only fun I have is the vicarious kind!