I tried to drown myself today.
Mom started knocking on the door 40 sec (i counted. Creepy. I know) after i put my head under water. I wish i could feel bad about it. Or get scared. Or some other shit. But no. I liked it. I really do want to die. Life is not for everybody i guess
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Liking the idea of dying is pretty normal. You want to escape. God, I know that feeling!
Wanting to escape makes people get married and do drugs and drink liquor and overeat and gamble and collect collectible plates.
All I can say is death is a pretty drastic step. Only one person ever came back from that place and he still had holes in his hands when he did.