Suicide is somewhat, a peaceful thought for me just thinking about it relaxes me. Knowing that there is always a path (hypothetically) for me to choose. If all hope is lost and i got no over options, i’m not sure if this is a good way to calm down or if it’s healthy for my situation. But something about just planing it out, the note where and how it’s hard to explain. i just feel like that if all over paths are blocked off i always, have that path open for me and that is a relief to know in my mind
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Amen to this. It’s like a big, nasty frightening security blanket.
If all else fails, you can always kill yourself.
I feel the same way. I know that suicide will (at some way) end my existence in this world but it’s also a comforting idea that there’s still something I can do to put an end to all this nonsense and that relaxes me