I miss you. I miss the way we used to be. I miss how we met up every night. I miss being around you, feeling you graze my skin. I miss the way you kept me warm in the winter. I miss how you used to calm me down and tell me things are going to be alright. I miss how you made me happy and how you let me use you whenever i needed relief. I’m sorry that we can’t see each other anymore. People don’t want us together. They don’t want me to get hurt anymore. People who love me want me to get better. What they don’t know is you make me happy. But you make me guilty. You make me feel bad about hurting her. You make me confused about who i am but also show me the way. I wish i wasn’t so complex and i didn’t need you, but i do. And it makes me more sad then the problems i create. Know i love you and i miss the touch of you on my skin. I will never forget the feeling of the blood running down my arm whenever you touched.
Hey guys, i know i just posted but i need to get a lot off my chest and i have a question. If you like what i’ve written can you tell me? i know that sounds kinda douchy but i would like some honest feedback on this poem or story or whatever this is. Anyway i’m new here and i hate my life and this is about how i can’t use my blades and cut anymore because my girlfriend and parents don’t want me too. If i’m honest i don’t want to either but it helps. But my girlfriend used to cut and i don’t want her to go back to it so i refrain and i don’t think that’s a good reason not too but that’s all i got.
Lastly i need to get this off my chest. My friend is suicidal and i haven’t done anything besides talk to him and try my bests to help him but i feel like i should have done something. Anyway i’m doe now, i don’t know how many of you will comment or even rad this but i’m new here and just wanted to say hey.
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Well written. About your friend, just tell him that you are always there to listen, and you always care.
Also clearify to him that you can’t physically pull him away from the thoughts or depression. Tell him that he MUST and ought! to fight his depression. It is hard, it is really hard. It is actually killing him, but he can do it. Tell him that.
the prose u wrote? AWESOME
As for ur friend, do u know what he likes? or what he used to like? what does he do to get his mind off things? i think u guys should hang out and have fun. go somewhere where its loud, where you guys can make fun of lots of people, where he actually can enjoy himself. Wait, Im sounding like a snob.
Im new here too 🙂
but honestly, suicidal feelings just…. dont go away unless you do something about it from within urself. You can talk to ur friend all u want, really. But its possible that he’ll just get annoyed. Its possible that he’ll just resign more. these feelings….can really bring out the negativity in people.
in common experience? usually when i hung out with my friends i had a great time. but then after that the next day i felt guilty for feeling great. then the depression started over and over….
just dont stop trying. try enough, and maybe just once, he’ll come out. Try get him to talk.
hard to do all that when i’m battling myself but thank you
i know u are battling too. but the fact that ure not drowned out by it? The fact that u still care about ur friends and ure girlfriend? i think ure doing a pretty great job. ull survive, unsheard. u’ll win spectacularly.
i know u are battling too. but the fact that ure not drowned out by it? The fact that u still care about ur friends and ure girlfriend? i think ure doing a pretty great job. ull survive, unsheard. u’ll win spectacularly. And in case u think u cant, u can always talk. Helps, doesnt it?
sorry that went twice
this is really really good