I’m sorry I’m ugly
I’m sorry I’m useless
I’m sorry that I’m not smarter
I’m sorry that I’m not more athletic
I’m sorry for being so annoying
I’m sorry for being a piece of shit
I’m sorry that I’m not better at my job
I’m sorry that I’m fat
I’m sorry that I can’t cook better meals
I’m sorry that weak
I’m sorry that I’m emotional
I’m sorry that I’m so pathetic
I’m sorry to anyone that has to deal with me
I’m sorry that I exist
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If you’re sorry for being you don’t be even though we will probably never meet and I don’t always check back on the replies but I will say this keep working on whatever makes you happy or find the discipline within your will to better yourself in whatever way possible if you like poetry keep writing or reading poems again even though i haven’t felt like I have accomplish anything great in my life and what not but continue to do what you can.
If someone is actually saying these things to you, please get out of there.
If these are the haunting voices planted in your head by your family or others, know this: In time, you will no longer care. What other people think doesn’t matter. We have to learn not to let it matter, though; they pound it in pretty deep. I’ve said pretty much all of those things to myself and more, but with work, I have come to realize that none of it matters in the scheme of things. I want peace. I want to do what I want. I will be a brick wall against judgment. I will not care, and I will be OK with that.
But again, if someone is actually saying this stuff to you, please, please, get out of there.
Yeah I really hope nobody is saying all of this stuff to you. They are scum if they are.