This is what is left of my phone after I red the messages from the human garbage that I have to call my father. I am rarely choleric but this time I just couldnt control myself. I had to just fking smash something so I did it. It was not expensive as you can see so I dont mind.
He just wrote to me that he is a “great father” and that my mom just spoiled me. How can anyone be this delusional? Are you fking serious? just fking eat shit you fking asdasdasdasdasdasd.
He told me that I have problems with my arm because god is punishing me for being a bad son. Sure. Like its not coz I got my arm fking dislocated when I was robbed and beaten up by some 3 fking junkies on the street. That of course was gods punishment for me. If your fking god worked like this you would be fking burning in hell for everything you did to me, my mom, your mom and fking everyone that you met. But in your world you are the god, you are the justice. I get it.
A great fking father. What a fking joke. Such a great father that he fking beated me with his belt when I was 2 years old, in front of my mom and in front of her boyfriend. What a fking great father. I am not 2 fking years old anymore tho. I swear to your shitty god that if you ever touch me once again in my life I will choke you alive and cut your fking eyes out. You never used them anyway. You could never ever in your life saw this reality. Just the reality that you have created in your mind where all the people are badsinners and meanwhile you are the fking reincarnation of Jesus Christ. You couldnt make this guy see the reality ever. You cant even argue with him coz he will just talk about God quote the bible and tell you that you are possessed by satan just as he told it his own fking mother that he still lives with. Fking 50 year old manchild living in his own world with his mother, psychologically torturing her. I have at least only so much self reflection that I would kill myself if I were you.
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I swear to god if this fking bastard tells anything bad about my mom again I will fking take MY belt and beat his ass with it.
and choke him with it after Im done.
your father is a spitting image of my father I swear! I had to reread your posts twice because I felt like I was tripping or something. My dad always scolds us about how our mom spoiled us and how he is a much better parent, he did beat me with a belt infront of my mom when I was a kid, my dad constantly quotes the bible when I argue with him, and my dad is 50 just like your dad! what the hell! I even share the same mentality as you do, I’ve been waiting for him to hit me for the longest time so that I can unleash all my anger on him and make up for those many years of beatings all in one fight.
I once stomped a phone to death too!
He sounds…not great. I think sometimes you probably just have to cut people off, for the sake of your own well-being. Some people are just too toxic to stay involved with. It sounds like you can’t really reason or engage with him – that he’s unreachable. Tell him you don’t wish to speak to him again until he’s ready to fully acknowledge all the wrong that he’s done, and then block him out of your life as much as you can.
Gosh, I’m sorry to hear about him. The idea of god can really bring out the worst in some people.
OMG what a monster he was.
did you find the messages?
sorry if i haven’t really been following, are you able to cut your father off, like not have him in his life? just seems so toxic
I meant not have him in your life anymore