I’ve never done this before. The blog thing. I’m here because a friend of mine was on here a couple years ago and told me about it. I’ve read all of their posts and some of them tell about how I “saved” them. How ironic that I’m here now writing my own story. Recently I told a friend what I’ve been doing and they told me to find a hobby to help me stop. I know they’re right because they’ve been through the same thing and that’s what helped them. I tried coloring and playing online games. The games seem to help but not enough. I can’t seem to stop the bad thoughts. I just want someone to talk to that understands. My friend said I could call them if I ever needed but, I can’t call them at 10 pm every other night when I know they’re busy. I don’t want to be a burden.