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i tried and i dont think anything matters

by lostcase

so i tried because i was so tired and i couldnt care less about anything else, i dont give a fuck weather anyone would be sad or mad, i texted goodbye two friends and wrote the rest letters, one tried to stop me but i told them this is what has to be done. so after cutting many stupid cuts on my stupid leg i looked at my arm and got too weak to cut it open so i opened the pill bottle and ate it all. i was already dizzy from blood loss and fainted on the bathroom floor. a tiny while later i woke up and puked it all and cried so much why does this happen to me. i then threw my body on my bed and fainted again immediately and sadly i woke up again and cried more. why can’t it work why can’t i just die.

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Cause of Death: Suicide 3/19/2019 - 9:26 am

Your death is personal, you shouldn’t worry about if someone else will be mad or sad. You do what is right for you.

lostcase 3/27/2019 - 2:37 pm

yes thank you i think so too but people always say its selfish when i dont think so at all

Soda 3/20/2019 - 2:23 pm

The vast majority of pills out there will not kill you but they could mess up your health. The only ones that were effective were barbituates which they banned because people used them for suicide.

You should do your research before making any rash decisions or you could end up worse off. If you self-harm and lose function of your arms/legs/body then you won’t be able to end your life, you’ll wind up in a hospital and they could get you institutionalized.

Channel your frustrations into exercise or something else rather than self-harm because you need to be in decent physical condition until you “find a way out.”

Think through all your decisions before taking action. I’m personally going to go with a plastic bag which I mentioned in my post earlier but not anytime soon as my life is going ok so far.

lostcase 3/27/2019 - 2:37 pm

yeah you are very right and i agree with you lots, maybe im just scared to actually research and find the right pill, the one i took was quite strong but luckly it didnt mess my health and honestly the other pill you mentioned it may not be banned in my country ill have to look it up.
i tried everything to stop cutting but sad times require sad feelings, anyways i hope for you to get a really nice life and then whenever time comes you think it through really well.. best of luck

GoodLuck2UAll 3/20/2019 - 7:35 pm

Good Luck. I’ve recently heard that drowning is a good way to go despite what I’ve heard in the past. I wish you the best in your endeavors.

lostcase 3/27/2019 - 2:40 pm

i tried once the drowning thing but they saved me and now i cant go in there alone sadly,thank you very much for your wishes wish you the best too

ShermanDog 3/23/2019 - 12:27 am

Email me. You don’t seem to have anything to lose so might as well try, right?
Shermandog2@gmail.com

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