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by uonlyhaveurself

back to skipping meals but not on purpose

back to five hours of sleep and dreaming of the worst case scenario

just watching them ignore me and

watching my body shake and sweat even more

will i ever meet anyone who won’t get sick of me

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Hope Dream Love 5/25/2019 - 3:59 pm

my i ask why you dont skip meals on purpose? i do it to but like you not on purpose. im just not hungry most of the time. does it count as anorexia if you just arent hungry?

uonlyhaveurself 5/25/2019 - 7:33 pm

when I am very anxious I’m not hungry, so I tend to not eat much more than a piece of fruit or a snack each day depending on how long the “spell” lasts. I don’t think it’s anorexia if you aren’t starving yourself for the purpose of attempting to fix your body image

Hope Dream Love 5/25/2019 - 7:45 pm

yeah i know. when i get upset, really depressed, angry or anxious im just not hungry. and explaining it to my husband is hell. “you need to eat” but im not hungry, and if i eat i feel like im going to be sick. and on top of it all food just doesnt taste good. it tastes bland no matter how many sauces or spices i add. im just not interested in eating most days

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