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I try to live cause I dont have courage to die

by Itscolourlife

Im really sick yet i dont have courage to die
I hate myself so much
Even parents hate me so much
They want to kill me
Because i dont have nothing to give them
Unlike my sisters
Im just a pile of garbage
Nothing precious
They always scream at me
Thwy always discriminate me
They always underestimate me
I have nothing but failure and pain

Its been 2 weeks since im lying in my bed

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Cause of Death: Suicide 5/19/2019 - 7:56 pm

The last 6 years, the only thing that has happened in my life is my parents have put me in the mental hospital 4 times and in jail 6 times. Those are the only memories I have now. I don’t know why they did it. presumably it is because I am homosexual.

I have been planning suicide by shotgun to head since I was 12 years old! The latest possible year I was supposed to live was 18 years, now it has been 7 years since they took that abiliy away from me.

The only thing I’ve wanted in the last 7 years Is to kill myself by bullet to head from a shothun.

I swore to myself that I would have killed myself that way at 18. I’ve never had anything to live for.

rocketman 5/20/2019 - 7:00 am

GET OUT OF BED! Nobody has respect for someone laying in bed, Things don’t get better doing that! Sorry but you need to be told that too! I’m not the good guy all the time! 🙂

Kisser 5/20/2019 - 2:29 pm

Hmmm i saw that you try to help, but take it easy dude

Kisser 5/20/2019 - 2:34 pm

Please talk to me
U arent a garbage
Please talk to us

Itscolourlife 8/4/2019 - 5:22 pm

Thank you so muchh..

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