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by ourdarkestparadise

I wish i was someone else.

I wish i wasn’t plagued of anxiety so i could learn to drive and get a job.

I wish i loved myself.

I wish i loved my mind, body and soul.

I wish someone loved me.

I wish i made people proud.

I wish i did well in school.

I wish i had talents and hobbies.

I wish i didn’t sit in bed all day because i can’t face being alive.

I wish i was happy.

I wish i was anyone but myself.

 

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Itscolourlife 2/26/2020 - 4:47 am

Thats what i wish too.. and its sad how everytime i try i fail.. again and again..

LifesBeenGoodToMe 2/26/2020 - 6:03 pm

Start by separating these into two lists. Don’t attach emotions to the second list since that’s outside of your control.

Can control:
– I wish i wasn’t plagued of anxiety so i could learn to drive and get a job. (Learning to drive in a parking lot or on a dirt road is awesome for this.) You’ll eventually get a job, you just have to find the right situation.
– I wish i did well in school. (Find a single subject you’re interested in and focus your attention on that.)
– I wish i had talents and hobbies. (You probably do, you just don’t know it yet. Try things.)
– I wish i didn’t sit in bed all day because i can’t face being alive. (A lot of people confuse “being alive” with “being not lonely”, for what it’s worth. For starters, try walking somewhere/anywhere.)
– I wish i was happy. (I’ve found that I get my happiness by accomplishing something, usually by making something with my hands.)
– I wish i was anyone but myself… I wish i was someone else. (I re-invented myself right out of high school. I left that small town though, that was part of the process.)
– I wish i loved myself… I wish i loved my mind, body and soul. (Start to do some stuff above and it gets easier to like yourself, to start this off.)

Can’t control:
– I wish someone loved me.
– I wish i made people proud.

T3R3Z1 2/28/2020 - 4:06 pm

Dude I think you aint gonna read that but this is actually meaningless, you could wish to do this and that, but in the end no matter what you achieve, depression is gonna come back. If I were you, I wouldnt bother. Just try to do what you like I guess. Wish you the best

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