In the end was it all worth it?
Staying up all night talking with them, trying to help them with their Problems, playing personal Therapist, only to end up alone once more?
Listening hours upon hours to all of their trouble, trying to be an anchor in the storm, only to be abandoned?
What’s the use of money, when no one is there to spend it with? What’s the use of all this stuff when at the end of the day, you’re just sitting there unmotivated crawling back into your bed?
Kinda pathetic isn’t it?
When you’re at a point in life, where there is nothing left you can change about yourself, and you’re still lonely, what was the point? Trying to proof to others that you’re worth being loved, worth breathing?
Wouldn’t it be easier to just end things instead of having to struggle?
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If ending it all was easier then more would be doing it. I don’t have an answer to the point of all the suffering, loneliness and heartbreak in this life. We are all worth being loved but finding someone that actually knows how to love in this world is almost impossible now. I would end it all now but I think the end is near anyway so theres that. I babied a Bipolar wife for 25 years and I could never get through to her no matter how hard I tried. Im still trying even though we are split up and our son is turning out like her so we have been in contact. Its very frustrating to see loved ones just destroy their lives as naturally as breathing. Then they wonder why their life is such a mess. Well that friken mess spills over to the rest of us and now Im a mess to. Life can really suck bad.
I ask myself this everyday: What’s the point.? There’s none… You could try to make one up, but it won’t be real. I’m really fucking tired of my friends never being there for me. I’ve been so lonely over the Christmas time, and nobody cared. I tell them. But they don’t care. It’s a shame.. people just strip everything from you..
Is there a point to all this? Nah not really.