How can I escape this vicious cycle?
I’m married to a man and we don’t understand each other. Not really.
Some times are so good. Some times are so bad. Most of the time it’s boring. We don’t like a lot of the same things. Yet I care for him. I can’t leave him.
When we argue, and I try to be an adult, or he does, it just dissolves, it doesn’t work. We’re too triggered by each other’s vices.
But we do have similar worldview. And sense of humor.
I would like to leave, I’ve even slept over at my work, but I just can’t.
So I don’t need advice how to leave. I need advice on how to find a way to deal with his heaven/hell.
I need to learn how to survive this.