My girlfriend, well ex girlfriend, broke up with me about a week ago. I’ve had relationships in the past where i have been broken up with and i thought i loved those people but this one hurts so much more. Her reason was because she felt like she lost her self worth, not because of me and she said that i deserve the world but she needs to focus on herself. My last 3 ex’s broke up with me for pretty much the same reason. They all said that i was great and it’s not my fault but all i can keep thinking is what am i doing to make people feel like shit. Why do i destroy my loved ones. At this point all i can think about is cutting and dying and i know these feelings won’t last but the pain in my chest is becoming to much for me to handle.