Messed up too many times at this point. Between having to redo my A+ cert from the beginning now, to not having enough to support myself, to being unable to find another job or take care of my own health, I keep slipping. I’m getting more and more annoyed. I can’t even properly sell anything to make a little money, because the stuff I have is outdated and I can’t get a good price for anything. I’ve needed help for months now, but I don’t know how to ask without things going wrong. I’d had mini moments of giving up followed by giving up means homelessness and/or going back home, which is worse… I think at this point, I need to just not complain and just force myself to survive until things stabilize more. It’s all I can do now.
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I’d argue there is probably something you can do, depending on where you are located. Getting meds or therapy doesn’t have to be something you tell the rest of the people in your life about, and in many states it can be done without insurance.
My state paid for my medications for four years before shifting me to Medicaid, I still don’t pay for meds, or therapy
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It also sounds like you put a lot of pressure on yourself. taking any kind of certifications are hard… I’ve spent the last two years trying to work up the nerve to work on my Java cert.
As you say though; survive. Today might suck, but it’ll be over soon, who knows what comes tomorrow