I’m feeling disproportionate to how I should feel but to be honest who fking cares? If I died, I’m just gonna be someone that died. I was lonely as all hell asking moots to reply with memes to draw my OCs into and all I get in return is insecurity and suicidal thoughts from being unwanted.
I was in a bad place seeking interaction and they just saw it past. Fuck everyone. If I passed last night it would be no difference. I’m already unwanted. I have nobody to call friends when I thought everyone’s my friend.
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Guess I’ll just die.