I don’t know what to really do anymore.
I’ve driven the person I love into the arms of the perfect man for her, her words not mine.
I’m needing to find a new place to live.
I need more money or else I won’t afford anything at all.
So many things all at once. I can’t deal with this anymore.
Going back home is not an option. It will make things worse.
And yet, what the hell else can I do? I really don’t know anymore.
I can barely hold myself together. Maybe I should just get rid of everything I worked for to this point to be able to afford some things. Maybe I should just go back home and be miserable again and figure out a different life plan that will actually work this time.
I don’t know who to turn to.
I need to stop this crap. Something needs to change and fast.