I think I WILL BE FORCED TO. CUT THEM OFF.
old friends. I feel uncomfortable while I talk to them because they know me too well. So I want to break all contact with them and find new ones. I do this all the time. Every few months at least. I don’t know how I wouldn’t !
I cant pretend that I care about someone who never texts me first even though we’ve known each other for 6 months. Fuck off. I’m going to block her. I hate her. I never want to think about her again. idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc idc
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Im going to regret this in two days i think
I was going to block her anyway just because she doesnt want to me to call her.
what is wrong with me
I feel that. I always tell people that I can’t do it on my own, it takes a lot of energy to keep up a friendship. People got super antisocial and I don’t get why.
Literally everytime I start talking to someone, even if they contact me first after a long time, I always count the days. They ALWAYS stop communicating. And I’ve learned that it hurts less, to maybe try once again and if nothing comes back -> block
It’s shitty and it happens constantly, so I don’t make friends anymore. It’s terrifying.
yeah.. sooner or later.I wish I could maintain a close relationship with someone, i really do. But it’s too much effort I feel. After two weeks of constantly talking to someone I just hate them and want to get away from them, but then after a couple of days i start missing them and I message them again, and if it takes them too long to respond I get anxious and I just keep doing that until I become so anxious that I feel like I have to block them just to relax
“I feel uncomfortable while I talk to them because they know me too well.”
holy effing shit YES THIS. Esp when they learn about my depression, pain & shitty life, it’s like the clock starts ticking on our friendship. End it. Idk if our reason is the same… for me it’s almost like, when they know me then they become a mirror of me and I hate what I see. I don’t mean they actually become me but I mean when I look at them I see myself because they know my secrets.
Problem is, after a while you can’t make new friends anymore. so yeah be careful with that. If I were you I wouldn’t block her outright but maybe just passively ghost her for a while, that way you keep the door open if you have to go crawling back