I finally wrote my suicide letter. It doesn’t say much. I don’t have that much to say, and even if I did no one would care. People don’t see me, people don’t know me. I don’t care anymore, I mostly feel sadness.
Just hoping for a miracle that would stop me from feeling like this.
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I’m going ***** on mine.
i MEAN i’m really going for the people who were J or just hate
Maybe I should re-write it or edit it and do the same. Start pointing out what people did to me so they’ll know what they caused.
Bitching is pointless. Do not make yourself into a petty victim. Show the sincerity in your act. Explain yourself with a simple and direct argument.
the one i wrote just explain my actions and what i’ve been through like an essay
I want to read it. Then i can comment.
What you say.
I don’t know. Its stupid
Do it. I will comment as well!!
Mine is going to be Evil. Why it’s stupid.? Post it. I say if i think it shit or good. And help you maybe. But my note is going with hurtin the hayer’s
But is your note. So got to be you
To everyone I know:
I know that everyone is going to make it about themselves but I don’t really care anymore. I have been struggling with this illness for a long time now, and I don’t seem to get better. I know that Mami Antonia is going to be hurt by my actions but this is not about her. I have been trying to make her think that I’m happy and I’m not. I love my family even if they don’t and I am not doing this with anyone in mind. It’s just me and the things I feel are wrong.
I miss every day of my life. I forgive but I don’t forget. I don’t know if she regrets abandoning us when we needed her most and honestly I don’t care. Now, with no mother or father to bury me, the burden falls on the only person who has helped throughout my life. There are many things people will never know about me and it hurts to know that. All I ever wanted was to be happy, but I suffer in silence because nobody cares enough to notice.
I made so many friends over the years but I still haven’t feel loved. It’s not like it matters now, anyway. Friends come and go but so few have stayed over the years. If any of you are reading this, then you who you are. I have love very person I ever met, even the ones I said I hated. Everyone I know has played a role in my decision ether because I love you too much or because I care. It doesn’t matter now, does it?
The love of my life, no name needed, doesn’t love me back even though I have loved him since I met him. I love him so much and he will never realize it. I hope life goes well for you and I wish you the best dear friend. I will always sing our song wherever I go.
Depression has hit me hard, enough to make me think that I should not go on living. My heart feels empty and alone and cold and it’s miserable. Breathing its pain for me and I choose not to go on with this lie called life. I see the people in this world like a bunch of actors. Every day feels like a job for me, like I’m acting and I don’t feel like doing that anymore. I want to say good bye and sorry if I made a mess out of things.
Mami, I’m sorry I have to do this. I hope you can forgive me.
Sincerely,
I was going to start mine ON TOP OF A HILL and do some shakespeare. Then i would go for the’s one’s who hated. Ricolas how old you cause frist love thing.
Explain your emotions more with every example make them feel your pain.
I dont want too much details on mine, I want people to accept it, though I might edit it as days go by.
Donnie, I tell you if you tell me about your story !
My body got broke. The short story
My body got broke. The short story
My body got broke. The short story
are you a male or a female ?
I’m female.
I was molested when I was 8 and raped when I was 10
Who fucked you and your note was about you lost a love. Maybe put who raped you in it.?
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Love part it’s about this guy i met when i was 16 and he made me fall in love with him and I told him he rejected me. years has pass but i still feel the same but he will never realize how much.
And i cant say who raped me cuz he was family and now he’s dead.
I would say it. Cause it need’s to be
how old are you, Donnie ?
65
65
really ? you sound like a teen
I’m a pedo
dont say that. i dont think thats true
Ricolas – I have written so many things for my eyes only. It really helps. I’m sure you have done the same? Just write exactly what you feel, then you can edit it. I agree with Donnie in some respects. You should name and shame, if for your eyes only. My brother attacked me when I was little, but I have named and shamed. He did that. I respect you for your beliefs, just don’t bottle it up.
Donnie – not funny.