Hello All,
I am in a terrible place that I don’t feel that I will ever get out of. Â I was on top of the world. Â Had a very good job, good car, just moved in with the love of my life, new pets, just bought the house of my dreams.
I lost it with one illegal mistake that I made. Â I ended up spending several months in jail, I lost my reputation, the girl that I knew would be there for me no matter what will no longer have anything to do with me. Â I have lost my job, and CANNOT find work no matter what. Â And I know that soon enough, I will be thrown out on the street, which will violate my probation and will get me back in prison to serve my sentence. Â My reputation is destroyed. Â Family will barely talk to me, and I don’t really have anyone to lean on during this time.
I think it’s time for me to leave this world, but I really want an easy, non violent way to go. Â I really need help to leave. Â I have thought about this very long, and I know this is the right way, so all I need is a gentile, non messy way to do this.
Please give me thoughts.
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What did you do? If you don’t mind my asking. Things were once good for you, it can happen again.
Ask much as you want to take your life, I would say that you shouldn’t. It may seem like it now but once I was in a horrible place, and I’m not going to say that I’m happy and life is perfect now, because it’s not. But have you tried going to a church? I know it sounds stupid and how is church going to do anything for me, but if you go one Sunday the message they have could really speak to you and help you, it did for me. Also the church’s that I’ve been to are always willing to help people who are in need. If you go to a church I’m sure there will be someone who is willing to talk, listen, and help you with what you need. Trust me it worked for me, and many other people I Just pray to him and find a church. God will speak to you and I promis he will talk back to you but you may not like what he had to say. He always answer’s pray’s maybe not the minute you pray them but he does. Like I said before he’ll answer them always, but God may not tell you what you want to hear so you have to be prepared for that.
ummmm, well i’ve thought about jumping off a bridge and if u love water as much as me. it wont be a problem. just make sure it’s a bridge with water and not a bridge above a highway cus that will hurt. ummm, im not sure you could do that from a height but there also this stuff that you can inject yourself with that kills you in your sleep. like it stops the blood pumping to your heart or something.
im-worthless, I do like the water actually. I have always liked water. I have thought about going to the beach with some Chlorophorm, getting myself passed out, and then just floating away. I just don’t want anyone to find me all bloated and damaged a month later.
blackhole – So what did I do you ask. Well, I downloaded some pictures off the internet that were illegal. There were 3 pictures of teenagers under 18 mixed up with several other legal pictures of adults in a zip file. I downloaded them all, and cops threw me in jail, charged me, and now I have 3 felony convictions for that. 🙁
that’s good. water’s nice.