i’m actually so totally done. i keep fighting with my mother, and i can’t get along with any of my friends unless we’re getting high together. my dad, the most important person to me and my only hope to get out of this hell with my mom, has decided he doesn’t want me full time. i’m now way behind in school and i’m late every class and i can’t seem to get anything right.
i’m 14 and i already am willing to die. if someone handed me a gun right now, i’d point it at my head and shoot. but life isn’t that simple and i’ll have to wait a couple months to blow my head off.
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I had a pretty shitty child hood but I always told myself that I have to make it so when I have kids of my own I can treat them with love and stuff and be the best dad ever. I don’t know if that helps.
are you a dad now?