Not having the energy to write back guys you think are cute

not having energy to write reviews on yelp,things you love My childhood psychtrist killed himself this past weekend what does that say for me? what does that mean,This was amilestone breaking point in a metaphorical symbolic way,Idk idk things have been getting better,Like really better but when things go bad everything just piles on,Really I could break or be the most strongest person If anyone knew my whole life or my life they would see how thin and how thin and so close they are to eachother idk idk ill be fine but this is me,the side I don’t show anybody Yea I have a hidden agenda but I always will I secretly evaluate people to see if they could top me,to see if their sensitive enough for me There was this guy I was talking to and we were just talking like randomly while driving to the mall etc and he was talking about sex offenders and child molesters etc and some guy he was talking about had a daughter and he said ‘you never know’ as in he would try to touch his daughter but my dads a sex offender but it was a faulty case,just really really bad luck,just like my life,well my early life im doing better now,and Just for the fact that he was close minded like that I marked it off for him I suddenly stopped taking him seriously,He later had anger issues and etc He had problems but still Im just sayim if anyone wants to step im here,I waiting for that perfect guy<3 Im making myself pretty for him and when I find him ill only talk to him and be dedicated to him im a fucking anime character I wish I could talk about my whole self but you might recognize me LOl!!! Im out