I am so depressed. I don’t know what to do, I don’t want my sister to die, she has terminal cancer. and she can’t be treated where I live ( Jordan ) And I dont have the money to send her outside for treatment. I tried asking people, the government, i made a campaign to raise money I tried everything nobody want’s to help me, I am so depressed I can’t even go to work. I live in the UAE and work here, what kills me is that I am not there with her and she is in so much pain. she is so depressed she doesn’t want to die, she is only 19. I tried killing myself 3 days ago. It didn’t even work. I was rushed to the ER. after experiencing how it feels to know you are going to die I even feel worse, she feels like this everyday and I can’t help her. she is my only sister and only family. I can’t quit my job otherwise she’d have no food and no place to stay in, and I can’t be next to her! Could life be more cruel ? I lost my dad before and now I don’t want to lose her. I literally have no other family and we are so close.
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I’m so sorry for you and your sister!
My heart goes out to you!
Thank you, keep her in your prayers 🙁
that is so common in the third world, you have no idea. my mother left me when I was 9 to go abroad to work, she come back when I was 20. i think my problems are linked to that since no body was around to look after me and share his/her experiences… idk… i am sorry about your sister. it must suck you couldn’t help her. i hope things change for her and you. you should call her more often though, she may really like it that their is someone to talk to her at this hard time. i guess You can do this atleast.
I talk to her all the time, but it’s not the same as being physically there with her. Oh you have no Idea there is so many things that shouldn’t be happening here in the middle east. people are disgusting and greedy. nobody helps anybody in need even if you were dying.
I realize how hard that would be, being alone that is. But I don’t know what else to do I mean we need the money 🙁
I’m so sorry you can’t be there with her. I can’t imagine how heartbreaking that must be. I hope you’re able to comfort each other a little from afar. My heart goes out to you both.
I am so sorry for everything that you and your sister are going through. I don’t know what to say because I feel like everything I could say would be cliché and worthless. But reading this made me so sad and I had to at least tell you that you’ve touched my heart and it goes to you.
you have to live on for your sister
Oh… That’s awful… And I am so sorry you are both dealing with it… But right now, your sister is still alive. You have to be here for her, ok? As much as you can be in this situation, I read the above comments, this sucks completely. Don’t let her go through this completely alone. It’s not fair to either of you to have to suffer by yourselves. If the worst happens… 🙁
Then decide. My heart aches for you.
Im thinking about quitting my job this month, I just can’t figure out how to get money otherwise 🙁 idk what to do..