It doesn’t matter if I kill myself tonight.
I’m destined for hell anyway.
I would just be trading hell on earth for hell in eternity
And I’ve no one to blame but myself
I had plenty of chances to do good
But I never gave a shit about anyone but myself
I feel very alone
I guess I’m not allowed to ask someone to join me in this journey on this site
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Yes, no p@rtn3rs. Lots of support though, regardless of your final choice. My heart goes out to you. There are always ears listening on this site, even if they can’t bear to reply. It is a very supportive site.
Yes, there is support and I appreciate yours Sunflower. Thanks.
There’s always time to do good, if that’s what you want. There’s a world of misery out there looking for whatever tiny amount of help you can give.
Whether or not you want to endure this feeling long enough to try and make that difference is the question. But if you’re really anticipating an eternity of hell, that’s not much of a choice. May as well stick around and lend a hand, while you can, if you’re going to feel this alone either way. Who knows, you made even find the loneliness fades a bit when you try to help others.
I wish you peace, whatever you decide.
You actually make a lot of sense to me. I was in such a bad place last nite. I just might try to help someone rather than wallowing in self-pity. Thanks.
I will support no matter your choice
Thank you princessxx.
i understand how hard life can be, everyday is a struggle. but, if you are sure this is what you want, i think people should respect it
You seem to really understand me princessxx.
I wish I could contact you.
yeah I’ve seen this place be a huge source of understanding at the minimum. I’ve been grateful to have a few decent days. Support from this site helped that happen. Princess can is supportin others and that’s an effort in support that’s inspiring to say the least. Shit, getting out of my head and supporting others helps