Just 8:30 and im already drunk and depressed. Just took my meds so hopefully i fall asleep soon. I feel like im keeping myself alive waiting for something to live for when theres a million reasons not too. Im really close to giving up. But i might go back to cutting. Id rather do that then get drunk.
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Hi Harlot. I always think of red flowers when I read your name. Possibly poppies or roses, I haven’t decided which. Maybe you are one of those lovely red flowers that blooms on one of my cactus in early spring. She hides under the old leaves and grass quietly unfolding her petals. I find her just before her bloom fades and she is simply lovely. Be easy on yourself.
Hazy.!!! That was beautiful.!! Thank you. Ima try harder 🙂
DON’T DO THAT BECAUSE YOUR BODY IS SOMETHING IMPORTANT. I REALLY DONT MEAN IT IN A ”BEAUTY” STANDAR OF IMPORTANCE BUT ONLY BECAUSE IT IS. YOU DON’T WANT TO HURT IT. IT’S THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE.
Yeah that boat sailed a long time ago. Honestly if i add more cuts it wouldn’t even get noticed. I have so many already.
Sunflower helps, but Harlot is there anything else you could do rather then cut, or drink. Why is it that you drink everynight? If you want to talk about it?
To get some sleep. Its the only way i can shut my mind up enough