Woah, hey guys, long time no see. What the fuck is going on champs.
So, this week is finals for the first semester. And god damn it it’s so annoying. I don’t mean just because of finals. I mean because of the people I have to deal with.
Of course I still like that girl in my drama class. I still don’t know what to do about her, and the semester is over and she’s in grade 12, so I’m more or less fucked in that situation. Believe me, I want to ask her out, but I have 24 hours to do it and no confidence. So that’s going to fuck up nicely. Not like I needed someone to give a shit about me and to cuddle or anything.
People are telling me now, just go for it dude you’ll be alright, and I fucking hate it. It’s not worth it at this point. I’m too stressed from finals and from everyone else complaining about them and studying for them to deal with relationships right now. My best friend shares her pain for what it’s worth. But I’m way too stressed right now. I want to just sleep. Or hang myself. I think those count as the same thing.
I’m tired but I have a severe case of insomnia. I’d tell my parents but then I’d get sleeping pills and I’d totally OD on that ASAP if I got the chance, I don’t trust myself with it.
I’m having nervous breakdowns a lot recently. I don’t know what to do. I’d like to talk to somebody if they would be cool enough to hit me up. Skype is Seafire12. Do it. >_>
Meanwhile, anyone see what wikipedia is doing right now to protest against SOPA?
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Hey indeed… Sounds like you have a full plate, don’t stress too much about the girl shell still be there after exams right? Nervous breakdowns not good… Maybe you need some time out? Can you defer school for a bit? No point pushing yrself if not ready… Need to take care of yourself too.