Lately when I visit the grocery store I have been spending money on scratch off lottery tickets. Never an earth shattering amount is put on the line, 20 bucks here and there…sometimes I win a little or break even, generally I lose because that’s how life goes for me. Something recently has been drawing and influencing me to participate in the purchase of these tickets and I didn’t understand why until recently when I came upon a realization.
I can freely and openly admit that I’ve always been disappointed in my life and not once have I ever been truly happy. Sounds pessimistic and overly dramatic, […]