Wow so yeah. How has everyone been it has been a while since I reached out or anything… I was a year clean from yesterday haven’t been. Currently studying right now so been really really busy since its a six month course and I’m already in my 3rd month they are trying to shove stuff in and I’m like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh nope nope nope my brain cannot handle *brain explodes* So I’m sitting here right now at Uni kinda contemplating life and looking at the tall buildings looking around for any access I can get so I may be able to jump. My depression has come […]
Hai let me update you on somethings
1. Mah mawm still beats the shit out of me and yas I still put up with it
2. Mah bros bday was on the 14th of July so i baked and cooked all day for them fuckers.
3. Mah bro keeps falling off the wagon however he is now in rehab has been for 3 days now :3 so proud
I has to ask what kind of psychiatrist says “go crazy until u wanna be put in rehab”
Dafuq? I’m sorry is this person just trying to kill my brother? I understand my brothers wife has complete control ugh fml lifes to […]
So today’s trash day… And then something random happened I somehow let myself think even just for 2 seconds and then I suddenly wanted to just jump in the truck when it comes or stand/sit in front of le truck and let nature take its course…. One truck has already been so its still slightly possible. But then I was fine like meh mkay. But seriously forcing myself to stay alive for a 5 year old I’m starting to regret making that post/promise (I promised IRL to mah nephew) I get random thoughts in my head its weird… I’m weird… But hey some of u […]
Why do people do it… Why like honestly get to know someone before the assume and make an ass of of themselves I know people probably think I’m paranoid (love that song BTW) but this morning was different like literally 20 mins ago I was at le supermarket (lala de dem doo) grabbed all my groceries then went straight to le checkout harmless right? What could go wrong here? Bam!! (Shitstorm tbh shit went down people) ….. A “nice” elder lady was in front of me (or so I thought see don’t judge a book by its cover (SPOILER ALERT:she was a total *****) see […]
Why do I have be afraid of my brothers whyyyy whyyyyyyyyy now I’m stuck having to do something I don’t want to do on mother’s day…… Asdfghjkl I hate my family (apart from my nephew) enough as it is but now it’s worse I have to go see my Nana… Now some of you think that’s not so bad why are you complaining just stop you’re ranting it’s annoying.
No I won’t because I need excuses because my brain isn’t working.
My Nana is the worse person everrrrr *facepalm* […]
So I haven’t eaten all day and my brother came over to the unit to stay it’s Tuesday bullies me as per usual then cooks dinner for people as I told him I can’t be fucked cooking because he never does… Then he hands me 2 plates of spaghetti obviously assuming that my mother was here because she was here she was at my unit bullying me because shit wasn’t going her way as per usual. So I’ll upload a pic of it… Also I’m not eating I don’t trust him he’s probably poisoned it to be honest and he’s that much of an asshole […]
I think I have a cold fml… So how is everyone?
Also one is never enough
I didn’t realise how broken my 5 year old nephew is he sat on the middle of the road wanting to be ran over because he said he felt so alone I ran across the road we both nearly got run over by a van we both cried and I realised if he was to kill himself I would follow straight after. I don’t want to die anymore and leave him in this world to suffer alone he told me I’m the only person he had last night he had a nightmare that me and him were the only ones alive and everyone else were […]
It’s fucking 7:11am in the NZ here I am woken up looking after my brother’s kids have to fucking do all the shit he would if he was here
Feed them cereal
Make my nephew’s lunch
Get them dressed into their superhero costumes
Have their bags by the door
The whole time I’m doing this make sure they don’t cause World War 3 or argue over a stupid felt/marker because they are currently colouring in, in their books.
Also make sure my niece doesn’t press the button on her Elsa dress that plays the whole song of let it go because I might be prone to pull my hair out….
I’m such […]
I got Burger King and Mc Donalds…
I can’t handle this abuse I get from you anymore I’ve had enough you pick at me, you yell, you scream. Call me names do your worst punch me, kick me, slap me. It’s nothing I’m not use to. You always deprived me of my bed whenever you were angry at me made me sleep in the hallway sometimes the bathroom even in the garage. You punish me because of what others do to you. You have no guts to stand up to them yet what you do to me is what you should do to them but what you do and how you treat […]
My 3 year old niece drew this for me yesterday. Caption it I have no idea what the fuck it is. Or what to even call it
>:( I understand that my hair may look really coool now but seriously don’t fucking come up to me and fucking touch my hair and then get me kicked out of the supermarket because I hiss at you because you don’t listen to the words “don’t touch” or “fuck off” honestly for fuck sakes really now I have to show my face in the supermarket to get the rest of my fucking shopping
I hate life… FUCK YOU REALITY
anyone up for a chat? I have foood…. XD I’m lightly recovering from feeling how I felt which is good I suppose…. I’m overtired and cold. Asdfghjkl halp plz
Unitato: Sui, what are you doing?
Sui: I’m making something Unitato :3
Unitato: Oh god what are you making?
Sui: Hehe carpet angels or maybe carpet burritos I honestly really don’t know
Unitato: *facepalms*
Sui: Nooooo its not facepalm you’re a Unitato….
Unitato: Oh yeah then what is it called then Sui?
Sui: Hehe facepotato *rolls around*
Unitato: *facepotatoes*
Sui: Bruh do Unitato’s fart rainbows?
Unitato: […]
The demons are trying to fight their way to bring me down and for once I’m actually fighting them back 🙂
still not styled lol
styled also part crimped lol <3 loving this color I’ve also reconsidered if shit ain’t better by next Friday then it will happen no if and or buts
Im sick of waiting I want a taco and I want a pikachu to call my own
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