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I didn’t realise and now I no longer want to die anymore

by Sui the Bunny

 

I didn’t realise how broken my 5 year old nephew is he sat on the middle of the road wanting to be ran over because he said he felt so alone I ran across the road we both nearly got run over by a van we both cried and I realised if he was to kill himself I would follow straight after. I don’t want to die anymore and leave him in this world to suffer alone he told me I’m the only person he had last night he had a nightmare that me and him were the only ones alive and everyone else were zombies and we were running from them. I didn’t realise how broken he is :'( I would rather suffer and deal with the shit and drama of my family than leave him alone I don’t think I can bear him suffering bad enough he has to deal with his parents drama. I don’t want to die anymore

 

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Zetsumei 4/13/2016 - 3:01 am

This the nephew with the apathetic mom and dad? What in the world happened to make a 5-year-old want to commit suicide!? I didn’t even think children understood what death is at that age…

Sui the Bunny 4/13/2016 - 3:14 am

He’s smart for his age. Also yes that is the nephew. Only got one lol apart from a step nephew. His parents are horrible to him always hitting him my brother threw his bike at him because he was angry at his wife

Sui the Bunny 4/13/2016 - 3:15 am

Someones been reading my posts lol

whitetiger 4/13/2016 - 2:44 pm

Poor little guy. I am glad you have found a reason to stay. I hope you two both find peace and strength.

Sui the Bunny 4/13/2016 - 4:58 pm

I’m fucking hope so I’m surprised with all the shit be deals with he isn’t always sitting in the road I mean I found out yesterday he hates people laughing at him at school so he’ll go under his desk and cry.. He yells at anyone who goes near him or tries to help him. I see do much of myself in him because I would do the same at 7 I’m just glad he doesn’t write on his arms he wants to kill himself. I’m the only person hes got and I know how bad our family is if I was to just leave him alone with them I would be just ss bad as them I don’t want him growing up the same way I did. I felt alone because my brothers were never there for me. He feels alone because he’s never shown any love from his parents.

kupo95 4/13/2016 - 6:04 pm

Sui this made me cry

Sui the Bunny 4/13/2016 - 9:43 pm

I sowwy dis made u cri

kupo95 4/13/2016 - 9:52 pm

Its ok sui

Sui the Bunny 4/13/2016 - 10:00 pm

*hugs*

kupo95 4/13/2016 - 10:08 pm

*Bear hug *while covered in fruit roll ups

Sui the Bunny 4/13/2016 - 10:12 pm

XDDD roll ups *rolls around*

kupo95 4/13/2016 - 10:14 pm

Lmao

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