I Was having a debate with some guys I know and it was about what can kill you if enough is digested and it side effects. I know the digestion of bleach can cause death and internal bleeding Ect. But what never really was clear up with an extremely high intake of salt. This has left me curious, can eating 7-9 tablespoons of salt kill you? And what would it’s side effects be? Do any of you know the answer? Don’t worry I’m jury going to clea it up now, Thi information is not needed for a suicide attempt, only to fulfil curiosity.
everything I cab seen to think if leads to death. It’s seems more than an obsession than anything. I’ve begun to loose everyone around ne again and everything I do seems just to fail…I see no other way , but if I do it….. I dont want to be found
I’m a teenager, and I don’t know if I’m the only one who has noticed how “suicidal thoughts and actions” for example cutting ect. Has become for of a trend than an issue. People are uploading picture of their cuts or of failed suicide wounds practically everywhere for some sick reason the I don’t understand. Yet when someone who actually does have a issue comes forward they are cut down by these people for being ‘attention serking’ or ‘freaks’. I don’t understand this, can’t someone explain this?
does anyone have any good tips or idea on how to cover up bad and noticeable scars? It’s getting too warm for jackets and I can’t use bracelets as they are too high up?
It’s so pointless me being here, it really is. I really am a freak and a burden to everyone. Seriously, I used to be the target and now I find a target. I’m just so freaking twisted! 6years ago I turned violent and odd, not only do I lash out randomly and harshly ( I regret it instantly after) I use harsh words against people too. I don’t get it?! Surely after being the target of all these things I would help prevent it from happening and not cause it! My thoughts arnt normal ( and there is no way that I am waiting it […]
Sometimes I wish I could be in a car accident, not for the attention. So if I woke up I could see who actually cares, who sat there and thought even for a second “damn I hope she survives.” and if I didn’t wake up, I wouldnt have to worry about them knowing it was suicide.Â
  Sometimes I wish that I was normal. You know, actually wantedd? With friends that didn’t ditch me, backstabbing me or using me. I dont want to be stuck inside 24/7, the only times i go out is when i ask, or they want something, not the People who only […]
yet again I’ve lost a bestfriend. I’m sick of it to be perfectly honest, I’m always being left on the side line and being abandoned. Ergh. They just leave when they find someone better, I could have guessed they was just using me for someone to talk to. So why did I tell them all that stuff? Just for them to turn around and say I need help. Ha. Funny that, concidering what they’ve done… Im fe up of this continuous cycle, I don’t want to fight them anymore, but I’m sick of being used, i just want to end this god damned life, […]
you don’t understand how all your words hurt. Even if you don’t mean them..they still hurt. The I hate you’s, the are you sures because *insert my name here* said it and usually she’s wrong, I know what your like, and the I’ll do it because I know your a klutz. Petty things to say, I know, but yeah they do hurt. I know I’m not perfect I know I do stupid things. But the way you treat me like a god damned 3year old ad you show no trust is the reason I frigging hate my life!!!
aha gettit? Cause I’ll die. I hope you do understand the just of it because most don’t, they don’t understand the god damn fake mask, and quite frankly it itches and I want to take this god awful smile away when it’s not true. I will do it, either your in or your out. Choose, looking at my coffin or laughing beside me on the way down? I don’t want you to die…. Of corse I don’t 🙁 but you won’t let me go, without you too… And.. I can’t take it. Your life or the time in this everlasting nightmare
Everyones depressed. Everobes hates their life Soooo much, yet they won’t do anything about it. They claim to know everything about anything to do with death. The symptoms on depression. E-v-e-r-y-tt-h-I-n-g. Yet they can’t get it through their thick skulls that guess what? People actually die. They kill themselves over things like that. And it’s not funny, or sonthong to claim to give a fuck about….sorry guys it had to be said
here’s a sum up of me. I am: a *****, a wannabe, stupid, annoying, a loser, a twat, self centered, whiny, judgemental, biased, traitor, lier, ugly, unwanted, big headed, bitchy and over powering
I should be; dead
Don’t ask why I’m posting this, I’m bot persuading you not to do it. I’m showing you the only reason I’m alive.
Ok…here we go…:
You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready To give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and re-written over ad over again…you take out those razor blades,and cut for the last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
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I need to die, I don’t want it I need it. More than ever. I hate who I am, who I’ve been, and yet to become. My life is a curse and everyone around me will be effected if youdontgetmeoutofhere. If I cannot die…then ok. Take me too a woods, leave me there. Take away my brain so the thoughts will go, my eyes and ears so I won’t ever have anything to ruin again. Please, if my body must remain alive, remove my soul so I no longer have to be such a horrible being. Please, let me go.
tried to end it last night….epic fail. See I told you I would fail! I always do, with everything. Time to put on that smile again, untill its time….I hope it’s this year.
There’s this boy I’m kind of close to. We talk practically everyday and yet that never seems to be enough? He’s told me some of his secrets and I’ve told him some of mine, except the major one…. That I self harm. And that Im contemplating on killing myself. I’m not sure if I should. Or how to tell him?! It would completely ruin our friendship, but it might not…. I have no idea what to do! We don’t really hang around in person, different friends and year groups but…. Can you guys help?
Erggghhh! Why the fuck am i still here?! I’m sorry but i need to get this out, and it won’t be the same if I dont swear.
Im going to admit this now, I’ve told No one this ever. But fuck it, let’s tell a bunch of strangers! I’ve been screwed up since birth. I was born witha type of arthritis in my joints, so walking, crawling, sports, all of it was painful. Eventually people noticed I wasnt like everyone else. I’ve been bullied ever since I entered those school gates. But i was too nice, and no innocent […]
I don’t know if I should post on here anymore. My friend found me and has read why I put, and I’m betting you they think I’m a total freak, I don’t know if they deleted the account….so yeah. I’m a screw up, everything I do backfires. Even looking for help fucked up
Hey I was wondering if anyone knew how old youvwould have to be in the uk to buy sleeping tablets? I can’t take the dreams anymore, or the lying awake thinking. I just want to sleep! but over past experience of self harming Boone will buy me any or trust me, so I guess I’m on my own.
So yeah any idea?
Am I the only one that really believes I’m a walking accident?
I mean…. I’ve lost/annoyed everyone I know and I’m to much of a freak to meet new people. Most of the time everyone annoys me, and I dont mean a small aggitation, I’m on wanting to duct tape poeople up and leave them tape to the wall…. And yeah, that’s not normal.
I’m currently fighting with my ‘best friend’. We used to be so close and now I do t even know what book she’s reading! We became friends because the group of people we hung around […]
I can no longer stand being alone. I have multiple friends…but I feel alone in this world. I feel like I have nothing anymore, even though I am surrounded by things. But no matter what I cannot do it, I cannot end it all.
I have been feeling like this for years now, and i have been cutting for at least 4 years. And I feel like a cannot be a normal person anymore. Everything I do, everything turns to ruin. I cant do anything right! I ruin peoples lifes, for instance, there’s this boy that likes me, allot. And he tells me everyday. But […]
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