Never thought I’d end up here again.
Im sitting on my bed with a pile of pills in front of me and i dont know whether or not to do it. It seems like everyone has given up on me. My mother saw my cuts and everything started falling apart. My sisters have nothing to do with me any more. My parents send me to my room a lot. My friends exclude me from many things. I just want to be normal. I want the cuts to heal, but they cant if i keep making new ones. I dont know why i cant stop.
Im a fail. […]
Im so done. i cant do it any more.
I cant take all the sadness and the depression.
All the loneliness and disappointment.
Im tired of being the kid who gets laughed at.
Im sick of being nothing but a joke.
I just want to give up. Im ready to give up.
But im still scared.
I hate my life.
i just cant any more.
Hurt by Christina A.
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Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know todayI would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you’ve done
Forgive all your mistakes
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won’t be there
I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won’t admit
Sometimes […]
Suicide
I feel no fear
Suicide
I wish you were here
Suicide
I will use a knife
Suicide
I want to end my life
Suicide
I need to escape, be free
Suicide
ANSWER ME
Suicide
Take me away
Suicide
Make it today
Suicide
Your all over my mind
Suicide
Free me from my kind
Suicide
Let me pass in peace
Suicide
I need to release
Suicide
Now down i lie
Suicide
Goodbye
What did i do wrong?
Why are you always sad?
Why do you look so depressed?
Are you okay?
Is there any way is can help you?
Why dont you ever smile anymore?
What did i do wrong?
Why would you want to hurt?
Why do you intentionally harm?
What happened to your wrist?
Why are your thighs so bloody?
What did i do wrong?
Why do you dream of suicide?
Why would you want to die?
How can i make you stop?
How […]
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