I want all of you to know that I care about each and every person on this site and most people in general and I want anyone if you need someone to talk to I will talk to you about anything at all so my twitter is @kenziebear_4878 just send me a tweet and if you don’t have twitter comment on this and ill find some way to be able to contact you so please I really want you to msg me if yu need to talk or advice and I can help[ get yu phone numbers to suicide hotline or shelters or hospitals or […]
so a lot of things have been changing lately for one im kinda homeless you know sleeping on a friends couch but im happy here nd they love me being here its lik when I was younger nd I used to stay with them ime really happy im here for now instead of with my sister which I will eventually be with her cuz that’s where the courts said I had to live but ill figure something out so I can stay happy annyywayy im engaged and I really love this guy im with his names cole nd hes amazing nd he loves me and […]
I love yur smile yur eyes the fact yu think yur hair is blonde yur jaw line Yur muscles yur body yur teeth yur funny af yu don’t care abt people that don’t matter yu care for the ones close to yu that yu love I love how sometimes yu stand lik a ****** I love yur voice cuz I’ve never hear anyone even slightly similar to yu :3 I love yur huge head I love the way yu wrap yur arms around me and don’t let me go even when it pisses me off I love how yur so different I can learn something […]
to be honest… I wish I wasn’t sick anymore cause no one gets it. I wish I could have some one like the “sick” girls in my books the girls that are just like me they get rescued y cant I y cant I have some one like tate someone to love me like he loves violet… I have a boyfriend sure but its like he just doesn’t care he said it was “you and me together for always” but he doesn’t love me and I […]
My sister doesn’t know y I sleep so long.. I literally have no reason to get out of bed especially when all she does is make me feel worse accuses me of everything blames me for her nd gordy fighting tells me I’m useless that I’m not shit lik y the fuck would I wanna get up if that’s all that’s gonna happen I’m starting to break Idk Wat to do tbfh Idk how to make my fucking life better
I haven’t been on this site in almost 2 years.. I thought abt it a lot but never had an opportunity to get on. I’ll fill yu guys in on Wats happened since last time I been here… I was in a foster home in merrillville where I started doing heroin. I got caught and tried to run away but the cops picked me up I was brought to this place called the crisis center (the A house or alternative home) it wasn’t so bad there I actually kind of miss it but of course at the time I hated it but I meet some […]
I love this boy!!! so so so much!!! hes the most amazing person ive ever known. I love everything about him I love how dominant he is lol. im his new plaything (his words not mine) I love how hes my prince and I know he can and will protect me. we are just alike in a lot of ways but hes way more bold than I am lol and I have better reasoning then him we fit perfect and I know it I just wish he didn’t move and we’ve ben fighting a lot lately… :'( im so afraid to lose my best friend […]
title/author
1.scars/Cheryl Rainfield
2.willow/Julia Hoban
3.crosses/shelley stoehr
4.cut/nancy alcorn
5.stitched/marissa carmey
6.thirteen reasons why/jay asher
7.crying scarlet tears/sophie scott
8.scars that  wound, scars that heal/jan kern
9.sleeveless/joi brozek
10.stranger in my skin/alysa phillips
I hate this place… UGHH!!! me n my foster sister (shelly) gor caugh shoplifting and everyones treating me lik shit. shellys’ twin (Kelly) snitched on me!! wtf!! but not for shoplifting it was for smoking weed and having a bowl in my room… but still. and she was making up a shit load of lies! ughh I just don’t no y she would do that I would do anything for her. I gave her money to put on her moms books. :'( but im so happy for the 2 younger twins (Karrie and Marrie) and when my foster mom said she was gonna search my room, they hid my shit and […]
ive been thinking about my dad a lot lately. I miss him so much 🙁 most of the time I don’t even feel like hes dead, I feel like he gone but only for the moment. I feel lik hes at work and when I wake up in the morning i’ll be in my room, my dad just getting home from work at 6 am on the dot. when I walk into the living room, he had just sat down for the first time since he got home. he still had his hat on and his tee-shirt but his pants had been draped over the back […]
my mom used to get fucked up fuck my friends and beat me but in sept. she tried to commet suicide because ima pice of shit to days later my hole world falls apart… my dad died on sept. 23 i was the one that found him i looked at him and i knew but i didn’t want to i walk up to him say daddy and put my hand on his chest it was the worst coldness iv ever felt i still knew but i still didn’t want to i ran to my best friends house holding back tha tears as soon as i […]
not much has changed since last time. im way mor confused now than I ever was before tho. my gramas not coming to live with me. im ok with that tho every ting with foster care is going pretty much tha way I want it to skools alright I guess I got a bf within tha first 3 days. he was a good bf then he broke up w me for no fucking reason and strted talkin shit about me but idc he has HIV!!!! happy I never did anything with him. thebreak up did kinda putt me in a deep depression. I started cutting a lot more and […]
im in foster care… FUCK MY LIFE i just wanna kill my self. i have no one any more new school new people new everything is rfucked up!!!!!! i really wanna kill my self i need help ansd since god wont answer me plz leave me comments i need guidance 🙁
my mother just wants to take everything away from me. she put my other mom in jail so now i have no where to live cuz i sure as hell aint living at home! my grandma said that she was gonna move in with me in January so i dont have to live with my mom
My fucking mother!!!! How can someone be so mean to there own flesh and blood? My mother is sick and twisted in the head. She stopped taking her meds so shes even worse now. She wants to take everything away from me and i just don’t understand why. All i want is to live with Tressa and be happy but she just wont let that happen. Shes told me a million times she doesn’t care about me so why would she care if i lived with her?? And no its not cause i’m her daughter and she wants to have a relationship with me. All […]
Ok, so by the title yu can see that im new soo i dont really know what to say right now. im 16 years old, my daddy died a month ago. he was my rock, the only person i really had… but now that he passed i live with my drunk whore of a mother. shes told me 100 times she doesnt care about me. she calls me a ***** and a slut. i know ima slut but im honestly not a *****. i can act lik a ***** when someone gives me a reason but other than that im a nice person. iv been […]