Have you ever been in a situation where everyone makes you feel crazy? CRAZY for feeling the way you feel? CRAZY for reacting the way you do? Everyone in the environment you are in act like they do no wrong and put all the blame on you. Tell you that you are the one being hateful. Tell you that you took the to far or the wrong way. Tell you that you are the problem. Im not that CRAZY. But it makes you feel crazy when everyone is telling you that you are.
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I live in a place with all these negative vibes. One person is claiming that i am portraying those certain vibes. I have mental illness and so its easy to blame me. But im not the one having or portraying those negative vibes.
I am getting married. Rent my home with my handsome fiance and my beautiful blue pitbull!
The person accusing me of these vibes is homeless (living with us), going through a divorce of a crack head who left them broke, going through a nasty custody battle of their amazing kids but they are picking up some horrible traits from this scaring thing! and on […]
I’m 21, just an average adult with bipolar, anxiety, mixed with a little paranoia and depression. I currently live in a 2 bedroom little house with my fiance and a friend in her 2 kids. OK so here is the mist of all my problems. The women staying with us isn’t . We arent allowed to have roommates simply because of the fact the septic cant handle it. Well the landlord knew we had people staying with us because of a surprise visit. Told her a month. Well 2 weeks in she came to my job and kinda surprised me by talking about the roommate […]
Being suicidal is it a joke. I wake up with a great attitude. But whenever I get told I’m not good enough and everything I do isn’t good enough it tears you down. It really makes you start to think “what if I wasn’t here?” “They wouldn’t be disappointed in me if I was gone” those thoughts run. But yet I wait and hope for better but better never comes………
Well, here I am in Tennessee. Take it for granted I live in North Carolina! I’m here wit my boyfriend of over a year. And I can’t keep doing life. It’s hard bills over bills. I pay all of our bills and he makes more than me! He is verbally abusive. He tries to take my dog away! I paid for her. It’s just gotten to the Point of I can’t do it anymore!
Sometime you just have to be numb.
You catch you other half doing things like motivation of another women body when the one right beside him hates herself and her image.
numb to the fact of no matter what you say it will be twist into it’s all my fault.
numb to the fact my feelings don’t matter
numb the fact that no one cares
sometime numb is the best feeling you can have……
My grandmother always told me never loose hope. That is all you will ever need. Well today I have lost hope.
Im giving up.
This fight is hard! I jsit wanna kill my self and be done. Who will care? Parents got a beach house nice boat. Sister married doing her thing. Bubba doing his thing.
Me? What I’m doing? I’m a HUGE. Fuck up! I can’t keep a job for more than 3 months. I got fired from one and quit the rest.
Dude I have nothing going for me and I’m 20.
a long life of disappointment ahead pretty much.
So why don’t I just kill my self now? Save […]
I’ve been told all I’m good at is bitching. I ***** about simply things such as ashing on my table when the ash tray is right beside where they ashed. Or after playing beer pong all night and leaving half drunken beers and so forth all over the place. Help me clean. And I don’t even play. Or drink. Or just helping me take the puppy out. I get yelled at 4 am over he can’t find his belt and I tell him where it is and he doesn’t look and it’s not there. Where he took it off might I Add.
My boyfriend yells at […]
I can’t keep going.
i feel like my life’s falling about. Every way I look I’m actually fucking up or just being accused of it. I fight the urge to end my life every single day. I have a boyfriend but I really can’t talk to him about the sucidial thoughts. His aunt recently attempted . I feel alone. He yells at me over stupid things that over half the time I don’t do. I try so hard to make everyone else happy I’m actually falling apart.
When will it end?
Wilk I have to go as far as suicide to end the horror of life?
I’ve been through a lot. I’ve failed many times. Believe it or not in a relationship and fucking that all up. I fight the urge to kill myself every day. It’s hard living up to others expectations. I’m fat. Since living with boyfriend I’ve gain 40 pounds in a year. I don’t feel pretty. Everything is falling apart. I’m not good enough. My boyfriend deserves a better gf my mom and dad deserve a better daughter. I plan on killing my self today after a family get together because I can’t do it anymore.