lilsuicideangle007

Hello again. In to the madness of my mind. Hi how are you I’m “Fine” you don’t talk that often. You’re right I don’t. I don’t because I don’t see a reason to because when I talk I get ignored and when someone talks to me I act normal because when I don’t I get shut down. You sleep a lot you should get out of your room. Breath you’ll be fine don’t think about it. I’ve been hurt too much to trust anyone so I sleep and breath and talk. Screaming for help but nothing comes out I’m silent. Suffocating in silence on the […]

I say I’m okay when we all know I’m not. Smiling on the outside to be perfect, when in the inside I’m crying not seeing a point to keep existing when you’re only in pain and it sucks. Your friends left you. Your parents ignore you and your siblings beat you. But I’m okay. Its okay to not be okay sometimes but not all the time. Unlike some people my thoughts are the gun and the only thing I have to do is fall asleep because if you don’t do something to ignore the voices you’re going to pull the trigger. You’re okay! No I’m […]

It’s February 1, 2020. In the simplest terms life has been nothing but a cluster fuck. I just don’t seem a reason to keep living. I have relapsed on many occasions. I found this website in hopes of finding people that will understand what it’s like to just want to give up on life. I can’t seem to wrap my head around this. But basically I’m a lesbian and my girlfriend of 2 years was cheating on me. She told me to kill myself before she left me so now I’m honestly considering it. I don’t believe in heaven of hell. I think that when […]