I wrote an essay on how to be happy and remain in that state of mind no matter the situations in your life. It basically focuses in changing your mental process. i believe that if we learn how to control our thoughts, we can control our emotions and actions. For example, if you catch yourself having bad thoughts, learn how to replace them by good thoughts. Its a long process but it can help you if you put effort into it and continue to practice it with patience and belief. Some of us have gone through the worst things in life, in fact, depression and […]
Depression/suicidal topics seem to be a taboo maybe worldwide. So there’s a lot of people that don’t understand the difference between temporary sadness and depression. Depression is considered a disorder that should requiere professional help. Sadness may lead to depression so it should be a serious matter as well. But let’s be serious now depression is when it lasts longer than two weeks. Some ppl can come out of it easily by solving their situation that is making them depressed. Don’t rely on good things happening to you for happiness bc that is temporary happiness. Materialistic happiness is also temporary. So how do you find […]
I used this website for a bit and it helped some to communicate with people who can understand the struggle of depression. i think i managed to be okay for two years.. but i had a downfall and im not really sure what exactly caused it but the point is.. im back and personally it got way worse.. i had mentioned how i had tried taking my life but i dont remember ever doing some of the things i have done in the past months.. almost a year already that i guess “the cycle” came back. ive actually reached out to professionals and i went […]
its been a long while since ive touched this site, but here i find myself again in a bad way. i feel like trash in many ways.. with who n how i am n how i look. it hurts bc i know its wrong n im only harming myself. i hope to never wake up again but im still here. i am capable of taking my life away in so many ways. but there goes my conscience telling me that ill hurt my family, ill ruin their happiness, ill disappoint them, ill mess everything up n ill leave them with guilt. but i find no […]
UM, HI. ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE GOTTEN BACK ON HER. BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YA KNOW THAT I CREATED A WEBSITE FOR SUICIDE. BASICALLY THE PURPOSE OF IT IS FOR US TO COMMUNICATE.. POST STUFF.. HELP EACH OTHER. IF YALL WOULD LIKE TO VISIT IT AND JOIN GO TO.. http://iwillgiveyouhopetolivefor.webs.com/
I WILL WRITE BACK AS I HAVE DONE ON HERE… YOU CAN SEND ME N OTHERS MESSAGES.. I WROTE INFO THAT I WOULD LIKE YA TO READ. NOTE: I HAVE TO MAKE SOME CHANGES.. I SAY MY WEB HAS ME AS A MALE.. HAHA. AND I MADE ERRORS N STUFF, […]
hi, im back. i knew i wasn’t fine. i knew the next time something simple would happen (like a little argument with my family)i would break down. i ma at the moment. i literally would be cutting if it weren’t that im trying to type up my feelings before i actually do something that i know will kill me. i see no reason to stay alive. no one cares. dont try saying that you care because ive heard it and it doesnt help. even if i know you truly care. anyone has the ability to bring me down. i fel sick, emotionally sick. i dont […]
hey, ive been waiting anxious to see a post from you will come up… at least it will be a sign that you are still alive. i hope you are okay. i’m tearing up. you don’t know the way i’m feeling right now. ill still be waiting for your response. FUCK THE ASS HOLES WHO TOLD YOU TO GO DIE ALREADY!
well, i guess i’ve been doing better. i’m not sure. nothing has happened lately to make me sad, but when it does, i know ill be worse. i feel that im blocking my feelings at the moment, but i know im not happy. im stuck in between. i feel blank. but i hate feeling blank because it makes me feel confused. school stresses me out a lot. all these projects that i have to work on are not helping. i feel like ive lost myself… i feel boring. it sucks. im just living with the same old routine everyday… waking up at 5am, going to […]
sometimes we need distractions- they can save us from an amount of time that we spend thinking about everything and end up more depressed.
so i wanted to give some ideas. only for good intentions(: and i hope no one gets offended by some of them or anything like that.
*turning to God(:
*drawing
*coloring
*writing happy poetry
*music
*sing
*dance
*watch a movie
*read a book
*search interesting stuff in the internet like… new creatures found, news about the world, planets, jokes, games, videos of tours around the world, nature, pix of the sky, space, stars, moon, planet, nature, flowers.
*then try to draw […]
hello, im 15 years old. i search for help to have hope. there are many things that bother me. every time i get upset or someone i know gets mad at me and argues everything comes down on me. i hold grudges i suppose you could say, but not with anger, only pain. my pain stems from elementary school where a lot of people would laugh at me and be mean because i was chunky, short, and ugly while every one else was skinny and in good health. they also made fun of me because of my mexican accent. moreover, when i was five, i […]