I have the feeling of being stuck, being in the middle of some dark and bleak body of water, knowing if I slip just once I’ll sink to my death. Cold and tired, stranded at sea. I’m tired of it all, I’m tired of hurting. Lately my sleep has been terrible, even with sleep medicine. I just can’t, I guess. Everything is so overwhelming, it keeps me up.
Sometimes I’m not sure I can take myself seriously. As in, maybe it’s not as bad as I’m making it out to be, on here, in my head. That I’m just being dramatic, b.itching over nothing. I see […]